take these sunken eyes and learn to see
well. it was an eventful weekend. friday night was wondrous of course... there's nothing like ben folds to drag me out of my state of blahness. i love him so much...beth was so cute to watch... she cried at a bunch of songs, and i was wondering if that's the way i looked the first time i went. probably even worse... :) when he played "eddie walker" she cried and said, "you put this on my mix tape." aww... i was so happy. ben was in top form too, banging out all the best songs... he even did a piano version of "rockin the suburbs" that kicked ass. he was so beautiful. and then when i got home my mom told me that nikki had called (YaY!) and so saturday i went to see her at her work and i brought her a mocha that i made on my super espesso machine. and YAY we went out that night to the eye and sat and drank our nice drinks and talked... and then we went to meijer and hung out and swung in the outdoor swing in the garden area. that was way fun. i think i want one of those. just for fun. in my room. but then sunday i had to leave to come back to school, and i didn't feel like i was quite ready to yet... i hadn't talked to frank since like tuesday and that bothers me... sigh... but there's nothing i can do except be here... but then i came back and got my hello kitty toy from rosemary and its so cute! and i am sick too... but i get to go eat lunch soon. and then after class maybe i can sleep some and dream of ben. happy ben dreams...