Step one, you say we need to talk.

[sliger153]

its been a while. well sunday- weds. falyn, rachel and i went camping. it was soo much fun. i've never been before. there were a lot of really funny moments, but some hard ones too. she's going. actually going. i cant even wrap my mind around it yet. i cant believe we're even discussing it. sjldkfjsl;fkjsadlf well then i came home and layed around. i went to MS youth group and they fished and i cooked. becca and i were kind of talking, so i was thinking we needed to have an actual talk. i didnt want to get close to her if she was relaying everything i said back to lizzie or katie or whatever. so yesterday we met at the labyrinth and i was basically like "i'm not doing it again. i'm not doing the drama or the whining. we're not in middle school." we also talked about the beginning of the summer. we both realized a lot of what got said was through other people, and that was a big part of the problem. i dont completely trust her yet, but i feel like i have good reason. that will come with time, i suppose.

i miss carolyn. she's good at this stuff.