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i dont have a lot of time, but here it goes.
last night was amazing. it was senior night at java, everyone cried. i cant even imagine what its going to be like next year. basically, senior night means that after that, they are officially out of the youth group. it was sad. i spent some time with rique. nothing happened, despite what jenny may think. but i can say for sure that he is the only guy that makes my heart go into my throat when i look at him. so getting to spend alone time with him was nice. then after that, almost everyone from NYC and a few others decided to go see the world trade center movie, since we were just there last week. we all crieddddd. it was such a good movie though. today i'm working, then spending time with carolyn. i'm driving out to hebron ( prayyy i dont get lost.) then i'm babysitting in portage. but now i need to shower and get ready, i love busy days.
I'm weird with relationships.
I think i know what I want, then I run.
I think I run because I'm scared,
I'm scared that I might get hurt.
Or maybe I just havent found somone
who I know is worth being hurt again for.