JUNE 10th
My birthday is Saturday.
I don't know what to do for it...I haven't had time to plan or think. A lot has happened.
Anyone have ideas?
I was thinking maybe getting people to go to Cafe LuLu's with me, and then maybe going around downtown, or Balboa.....SOMETHING. Eh, it's gonna suck, :(. I don't even feel like I should care about it, when Joey is going through so much.
Tomorrow I am going to Joey's uncle's funeral. I'm nervous. I don't know what to say...I'm not used to these things. Or my attitude on death is that, they never really leave us. They don't worry anymore, about the life they had, or who did what to them...they forgive. Like Sylvia Brown says, "Heaven is three feet off the ground. To them we look like ghosts.", and I really want to tell Joey, "Look around, your uncle is right here right now..I think he'd just want you to be happy and remember him for who he was, and not how he left you.". But I understand how he's feeling...it was horrible. I just wish they would've caught those guys...they really don't deserve to be walking around free right now. I hope Joey will be ok tomorrow...
I don't know what to do for it...I haven't had time to plan or think. A lot has happened.
Anyone have ideas?
I was thinking maybe getting people to go to Cafe LuLu's with me, and then maybe going around downtown, or Balboa.....SOMETHING. Eh, it's gonna suck, :(. I don't even feel like I should care about it, when Joey is going through so much.
Tomorrow I am going to Joey's uncle's funeral. I'm nervous. I don't know what to say...I'm not used to these things. Or my attitude on death is that, they never really leave us. They don't worry anymore, about the life they had, or who did what to them...they forgive. Like Sylvia Brown says, "Heaven is three feet off the ground. To them we look like ghosts.", and I really want to tell Joey, "Look around, your uncle is right here right now..I think he'd just want you to be happy and remember him for who he was, and not how he left you.". But I understand how he's feeling...it was horrible. I just wish they would've caught those guys...they really don't deserve to be walking around free right now. I hope Joey will be ok tomorrow...