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Damn, I had another nightmare last night...and I haven't had one quite so bad in awhile. I actually keep forgetting about it, till I see some horrible image flash in my head. (for those that don't know...I've had nightmares since I can remember, so don't get all freaked out. Honestly, this isn't even the worst.). I don't understand why I have them...but I am starting to be able to tell when one is coming on before I sleep.
The most of what I remember is being locked in some town that was...stuck in a different era, I want to say close to 1700s...we were all just being forced to be there...the townspeople were trying to be traditional and moral.
I just remember being scared a lot, and there was something big I was trying to avoid. The Anti-Christ was returning. I got this letter saying I was to join him...and I tried to hide it. If I gave into it (which I didn't want to do), the people around me would kill me...and if I resisted...the Devil would kill me.
And then there were these two guys I met...they were really cool, brothers I think. They were trying to help me, but I knew something bad was going to happen to them for being around me.
Satan was resurected and he was forming a group of people to serve him, and somehow I was marked to be part of that group...and my whole dream was me trying to escape the fate of having to serve under him.
Well, the brothers, they tried to help me...and in the process got...I would say killed, but that wouldn't be true. I remember that their bodies were mangled.They were all pale purple, and their eyes were dark. Cut up and scratched. One of them got his chest cavity opened and they put something in it and closed it back up. It healed over itself.
The thing is they were still alive after all that...they weren't quite zombies...but more like they had to live on the edge of death like that. Suffer.
And the one that had something put in his chest...you could see these two points pushing his skin out in the back. So, someone tried to help get whatever it was out of him, because it made it so hard for him to breathe...we put a coat over him, tying to get him somewhere safe, but The Devil's people pulled the coat off and said he was being punished or something, and we weren't allowed to help him. So we had to take him to a basement/grave site kind of place and try to fix him.
He'd lay still like he was dead but he kept moving and twitching and flailing every time they tried to touch him. They ended up getting a rib spreader and opening his chest (it didn't actually hurt him, and he was still alive)...and you know what was in there? Shoes. These silver kind of slippers. Horrible shit.
Then I remember, we were allowed to leave that town, or maybe being moved...and I ended up on a bus with the other "group members" and The Devil was there...he was all suave and shit...in a suit and everything. He kept talking to me, and I think I was of high rank to him. He had me destroy some papers too.
I tried to get out when we stopped....and we ended up at this aquarium and Joey was there. It was better after that. I've dreamt of that aquarium before. It's a nice place. All dark on the inside, except for blue that comes from the massive tanks. Then somewhere after that...I woke up, because Joey said to move over because it was too hot to cuddle and I said "oh sorry, I was just dreaming about the anti-christ returning." and he was like "huh? you're so weired".
Anyways...I keep seeing the rib/shoe part flash in my head every now and then...that always happens after one of these dreams...wtf is up with that?!?! I don't understand why someone like me has these dreams! It makes no sense. I always feel like saying "you don't know the shit I've seen" but then again...it's not real...
The most of what I remember is being locked in some town that was...stuck in a different era, I want to say close to 1700s...we were all just being forced to be there...the townspeople were trying to be traditional and moral.
I just remember being scared a lot, and there was something big I was trying to avoid. The Anti-Christ was returning. I got this letter saying I was to join him...and I tried to hide it. If I gave into it (which I didn't want to do), the people around me would kill me...and if I resisted...the Devil would kill me.
And then there were these two guys I met...they were really cool, brothers I think. They were trying to help me, but I knew something bad was going to happen to them for being around me.
Satan was resurected and he was forming a group of people to serve him, and somehow I was marked to be part of that group...and my whole dream was me trying to escape the fate of having to serve under him.
Well, the brothers, they tried to help me...and in the process got...I would say killed, but that wouldn't be true. I remember that their bodies were mangled.They were all pale purple, and their eyes were dark. Cut up and scratched. One of them got his chest cavity opened and they put something in it and closed it back up. It healed over itself.
The thing is they were still alive after all that...they weren't quite zombies...but more like they had to live on the edge of death like that. Suffer.
And the one that had something put in his chest...you could see these two points pushing his skin out in the back. So, someone tried to help get whatever it was out of him, because it made it so hard for him to breathe...we put a coat over him, tying to get him somewhere safe, but The Devil's people pulled the coat off and said he was being punished or something, and we weren't allowed to help him. So we had to take him to a basement/grave site kind of place and try to fix him.
He'd lay still like he was dead but he kept moving and twitching and flailing every time they tried to touch him. They ended up getting a rib spreader and opening his chest (it didn't actually hurt him, and he was still alive)...and you know what was in there? Shoes. These silver kind of slippers. Horrible shit.
Then I remember, we were allowed to leave that town, or maybe being moved...and I ended up on a bus with the other "group members" and The Devil was there...he was all suave and shit...in a suit and everything. He kept talking to me, and I think I was of high rank to him. He had me destroy some papers too.
I tried to get out when we stopped....and we ended up at this aquarium and Joey was there. It was better after that. I've dreamt of that aquarium before. It's a nice place. All dark on the inside, except for blue that comes from the massive tanks. Then somewhere after that...I woke up, because Joey said to move over because it was too hot to cuddle and I said "oh sorry, I was just dreaming about the anti-christ returning." and he was like "huh? you're so weired".
Anyways...I keep seeing the rib/shoe part flash in my head every now and then...that always happens after one of these dreams...wtf is up with that?!?! I don't understand why someone like me has these dreams! It makes no sense. I always feel like saying "you don't know the shit I've seen" but then again...it's not real...