Jan 08, 2008 16:33
i have been trying to find the new l word episode online with no luck. oh well.
then i was looking at internships that i could possibly do this summer. maybe i will be a zoo keeper. zoos are really sad and i hate them, but maybe it would be nice to take care of some animals.
it was so nice to see my little brother. and minneapolis was great. j and i spent new years in a seedy motel room in omaha which was lovely. we watched terrible movies and ate really awful food. it was so cold in omaha i thought i was going to die, but i didnt. i bought gloves instead.
she tried to get back together with me. said she thought i would hate her for saying. i didnt hate her at all but fuck that. thats what i basically said too. fuck that. i am done and i meant it and now im not even sure what i was doing in the first place.
now its like spring time in ohio.
i dyed my hair blonde. its pretty hideous but it matches my hideous hair cut. ah what to do. i got some nice cowboy boots and some nice flannel in omaha and in minneapolis. also a lovely cigarette case made out of alligator skin. it was only five dollars and the guy threw in a free man purse.
all i could think about was how much i missed eloise and how i cant stand being away from her.