From today I will be moving my journal to doompiggie. Unfortunately this journal brings back far too many painful memories for me and it would be too tedious to delete every entry. Please, if you'd like to continue being my friend, add doompiggie. I'm sorry for any inconvinience.

You have rendered me helpless.
My limbs flailing and grasping at nothing.
There is a persistent ache that will not abate
and I'd almost give up self respect
to taste the sweetness again.
You make me so mad.

I need some advice.
What are some good ways to get over someone?
Should I simply avoid them, or at least avoid seeing them on their own?
Should I spend as much time with other people as possible?
Should I erase his number from my phone?
Please tell, I am feeling like a big fool.

You make me feel like such a fucking idiot you know? Just coz I came over without saying anything to return something. I wasn't going to stay, you're the one who invited me in anyway.
Why the hell can't you just leave? Why'd you have to make it hard?

I miss you alot you know. The way your skin smelt, the way you tasted, the way you shuddered under my touch. The way you'd close your eyes as I ran my hands through your hair.
Your beautiful eyes and cute smile, your big hands. Your heartbeat.
God I miss you :(

So Tom was at school today, and honestly? It wasn't that bad. Felt a little weird, but he's actually pretty good as a friend and I remember how much I enjoy just talking to him.
So crisis over ladies and gentleman. I'm doing ok.

Stolen from jaded220

Ask me a question about each of the following:

1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. LiveJournal

...no matter how rude, sexual, or confidential.... just ask it!

Then post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked!

Please people I am bored ask me stuff!!!!!!

Yay Placebo's new album!!
Crap Tom'll be at school by the end of the week!!
Conflicting!!
Yragh!!

Yeah so I guess that idea's completely fucked ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I'd never met you