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So, coincidentally I checked Kelly's journal and she posted. Although she kinda bitched about Tiff and I not posting, but if she actually checked our journals maybe she'd know. She wrote about the Red Tape cd, but won't I miss the fun inside cover? And what if there are pictures of Eric? Damn, I miss him. Why though? B/c he's adorably cute and funny, not to mention the nice ass. I am determined to call him too. I'm so going to. But I'm doing it from a cell and not my home phone. But I'm totally doing it. I'm ready, I'm prepared. I'm a grown girl, there's nothing to be afraid of.
I've changed gears and started a different gift for Kelly. There's really no use for it, but it's just an all around fun gift. Just for the hell of it. I don't really have any money left (considering I had to give back some stuff when the total came to $11.35 and I only had $10). And I totally saw some amazing shit for Tiffany, but would I make hers black? I think it would look so cool, but what if I stick with the elements theme? Kelly is air right? I think that was what we last agreed on. Well that's what she's getting anyways. But if I make Tiffany's blue for water then I'd need one too. Ugh I don't want to make one for myself. Oh well. But Tiffy is going to have to wait as a "going away" present until I have the money. Her X-mas gift seems really cheap compared to Kelly's, but I don't have any ideas. Maybe I do...I'll have to work it out. So stressful.
My dad has threatened to abuse Charlie. I told him I'd call the police and he did his whole "try me" comeback. But I'm feeling so much more confident since I've been talking with my psychologist. If I would have known everything he did to me when I was little was abuse, he'd be in jail by now.
Speaking of which, she told me that getting gifts is not about being competitive. I need to work on that. But I definitely have like 37 things for Juliann. Now it's just about divding up which ones are for X-mas and which are for her birthday in March.
Attempted to paint Paul's gift, but ran out of spray paint. Damn..what to do now?
I've changed gears and started a different gift for Kelly. There's really no use for it, but it's just an all around fun gift. Just for the hell of it. I don't really have any money left (considering I had to give back some stuff when the total came to $11.35 and I only had $10). And I totally saw some amazing shit for Tiffany, but would I make hers black? I think it would look so cool, but what if I stick with the elements theme? Kelly is air right? I think that was what we last agreed on. Well that's what she's getting anyways. But if I make Tiffany's blue for water then I'd need one too. Ugh I don't want to make one for myself. Oh well. But Tiffy is going to have to wait as a "going away" present until I have the money. Her X-mas gift seems really cheap compared to Kelly's, but I don't have any ideas. Maybe I do...I'll have to work it out. So stressful.
My dad has threatened to abuse Charlie. I told him I'd call the police and he did his whole "try me" comeback. But I'm feeling so much more confident since I've been talking with my psychologist. If I would have known everything he did to me when I was little was abuse, he'd be in jail by now.
Speaking of which, she told me that getting gifts is not about being competitive. I need to work on that. But I definitely have like 37 things for Juliann. Now it's just about divding up which ones are for X-mas and which are for her birthday in March.
Attempted to paint Paul's gift, but ran out of spray paint. Damn..what to do now?