there is so much
20 weeks is a long time, I tried another blog, I'm sorry l_j
So in 7 days I'm moving away from Edinburgh. Keep repeating that it isn't forever, and I think once I'm away if I miss it that much I WILL get back here. So much of the last 8 months has been spent in denial that i need to move no, from my fear of change and the unknown.... i hate starting again, or at least i did.
with relationships coming to an end in the uk (some need to, and this is the perfect excuse to not keep in contact) and me going back to the us properly for the first time in 3 years (I was a hermit in 2006, living a very small life online, at the APT, my job, the gym, and WW) I have... realised omething? or it has come to my attention via chats with people that starting over can be a good thing, there will be no baggage from my life... if I don't want it. I can tell people what I like and not have it questioned like I it is here, I can just be 'fit liz' with no 'fat liz' questions.
When I came to Edinburgh, I wanted to challenge myself and change.... I did that, so now I want to move on and be the new me fully....
So in 7 days I'm moving away from Edinburgh. Keep repeating that it isn't forever, and I think once I'm away if I miss it that much I WILL get back here. So much of the last 8 months has been spent in denial that i need to move no, from my fear of change and the unknown.... i hate starting again, or at least i did.
with relationships coming to an end in the uk (some need to, and this is the perfect excuse to not keep in contact) and me going back to the us properly for the first time in 3 years (I was a hermit in 2006, living a very small life online, at the APT, my job, the gym, and WW) I have... realised omething? or it has come to my attention via chats with people that starting over can be a good thing, there will be no baggage from my life... if I don't want it. I can tell people what I like and not have it questioned like I it is here, I can just be 'fit liz' with no 'fat liz' questions.
When I came to Edinburgh, I wanted to challenge myself and change.... I did that, so now I want to move on and be the new me fully....