Reflections
Back from Chester, good to see everyone again but I ran true to form and spent some time in self pitying mode.
Self confidence is really, really low. Its at the point that when I'm out of my comfort zone, I sometimes don't speak for fear of saying something stupid and analysing everything I say. I was Ok with James on the way there and back as it was mostly one on one and talking to Sal and Tammy was good but I wish I wasn't do it in a mode where I don't really know what to say.
Basically, all I need to do is relax!
I can't wait to get into this drama stuff, build my confidence, get going again. Two years is too long not to be confident.
I suppose emailing them is the best way to do it?
Self confidence is really, really low. Its at the point that when I'm out of my comfort zone, I sometimes don't speak for fear of saying something stupid and analysing everything I say. I was Ok with James on the way there and back as it was mostly one on one and talking to Sal and Tammy was good but I wish I wasn't do it in a mode where I don't really know what to say.
Basically, all I need to do is relax!
I can't wait to get into this drama stuff, build my confidence, get going again. Two years is too long not to be confident.
I suppose emailing them is the best way to do it?