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so i havent updated in a while. Um...so May was probably one of the worst months of my life. My stomache was bleeding, and i developed panic disorder. I crashed my bike and broke my pinky. Went to san diego, but got food poisoning my 2nd day there so i couldnt leave the house the whole time, got kicked out of my school for a semester, and then my parents cut me off. THats the short version. But June is seeming like a time of renewal for me. My life is going through crazy changes now i guess, and everything had to happen for a reason. Im working with mandy now which is cool. I like the job. Im going to be supporting myself from now on, which is probably a blessing in disguise. I dont have to take all the crap i used to from my parents. Aaaand...im developing a new lifestyle i guess. Yoga has helped me a bunch through everything. I cant drink anymore....which sucks for my friends who probably think im boring as fuck now. But whatever. Trying to be a better person, and just make it day by day. I know that sounded cliche, and maybe im turning into a retarded hippie with yoga and raw food and crap, but if you went through my month, and had daily panic through it all i think you would tooo.