to do: rekindle spontaneity
boo. i dislike certainty at times. outside insider. i find i have a lot more friends monday-friday, 9:00-3:30 then during the rest of the week. it's really annoying. don't talk to me at school if you wouldn't hang out with me on the weekend. being rejected early last night reminded me of how things aren't the same. things are never the same but they're never different lately. how annoying. tired of the predictions and the results not fufilling their "potential." i want all or nothing baby, high roller.