Crap
Well I mean nobody ever reads my LJ anymore so I have no idea why I'm updating. Whatever. So anyways life has been pretty shitty lately. Its cool I've felt worse. So I'm going to a psychologist right now to help me with my shit and I guess it's helping. She's sending me to a psychiatrist to get some fucking meds which fucking sucks but really I'm out of other options right now. If only you guys knew...
I think I've pretty much given up on school by now. I'm failing most of my classes now. I just don't care about any of my goals for the future anymore. I've been thinking lately that I might just go into the marines, get shoot and get it over with. I think that's pretty much the only plan that's available to me right now. I'm such a loser. I hate this fucking shit so much. I wish I could finish this right now but I haven't worked up the courage to do so yet...
I think I've pretty much given up on school by now. I'm failing most of my classes now. I just don't care about any of my goals for the future anymore. I've been thinking lately that I might just go into the marines, get shoot and get it over with. I think that's pretty much the only plan that's available to me right now. I'm such a loser. I hate this fucking shit so much. I wish I could finish this right now but I haven't worked up the courage to do so yet...