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I had bought tickets to go see The Forgotten Carols with Hayden for this Wed. Well... with things the way they are now, I asked somebody else to go with me. She wouldn't give me a yes or a no answer. I tried calling her this weekend a couple of times and never heard back from her. I don't know what to think. I didn't even get a text back when I texted her. I think I will just have mom's friend go with me. Somebody that has wanted to see it and her husband won't go. Not who I wanted to go with, but oh well. I just hate to see the ticket go to waste. I need to ask Lee if I can use that as an extra credit. I don't see why he wouldn't, but I still need to get his approval.
This theater class has been both a great stress relief and a huge source of stress this semester. I haven't been getting passing grades in my Bio class, coasting through Chem. The biggest chunk of my problem this semester has been Hayden. Prevented me from having time with my classes, and had my mind on our relationship. All that kept me from being able to focus enough to learn my lines for Theater. My emotional stress that was in the relationship kept me from being able to fully tap into where I needed to for my monologue, and for my scene with Susan. Now with the breakup I haven't even been able to do anything with my final scene. I have been going over the lines non stop for over a week now and have made NO progress with anything. I haven't been able to retain any of them for memorization. Forget being able to tap into any emotions for them. This was not the best semester for me to take this theater class. But how was I to know that my life would be going so rough. Where am I going? And why am I in this hand basket?
This theater class has been both a great stress relief and a huge source of stress this semester. I haven't been getting passing grades in my Bio class, coasting through Chem. The biggest chunk of my problem this semester has been Hayden. Prevented me from having time with my classes, and had my mind on our relationship. All that kept me from being able to focus enough to learn my lines for Theater. My emotional stress that was in the relationship kept me from being able to fully tap into where I needed to for my monologue, and for my scene with Susan. Now with the breakup I haven't even been able to do anything with my final scene. I have been going over the lines non stop for over a week now and have made NO progress with anything. I haven't been able to retain any of them for memorization. Forget being able to tap into any emotions for them. This was not the best semester for me to take this theater class. But how was I to know that my life would be going so rough. Where am I going? And why am I in this hand basket?