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friday morning. i just got back from northern ohio. let me explain the situation:
my mom brought up going to see relatives wednesday. i told her that i'd rather not. i don't feel comfortable around my relatives anymore. i feel like i'm constantly being judged. anywho. i find out that my mom called my uncle and told that i was planning on going [i' ( Read more... )
my mom brought up going to see relatives wednesday. i told her that i'd rather not. i don't feel comfortable around my relatives anymore. i feel like i'm constantly being judged. anywho. i find out that my mom called my uncle and told that i was planning on going [i' ( Read more... )
Sometimes in life, people do things that hurt our feelings, or make us angry, i don't know exactly how you feel, how could i?, they're your emotions not mine, but i do know what it is like to be lied to. I also know that it isn't fun, and that it hurts feelings. Nothing about what I did was meant to hurt you. That was actually the last thing that I had wanted to happen. I am sure that nothing i will say in here will make much of a difference in how you feel about it all, but at least I am speaking what is on my mind. In case you couldn't tell, i like you, I really enjoy your company, and whenever i'm around you, i am just generally happy. The last thing i want is to have that feeling gone, only to be replaced by an awkward silence or something like that, and all because of some stupid mistake that I made. If you need time to yourself, i am more than willing to give that to you, and I won't bother you with me anymore after this if that is really what you want, but keep in mind that your feelings aren't the only ones that are at stake here. If you do decide to give me another chance, i will try my hardest to keep that trust, and not to break it. I admit i messed up, and i'm sorry, but i don't know how to make it better, or even if i can make it better... I just want to be able to talk to you again...
again, i apologize for doing this in a livejournal comment... but you're not online, i don't know your email, and myspace is pissing me off.
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