up/down/sideways
it's funny. my days lately have been this weird combination of really awesome and really shitty. on one hand, i got to hang out with my mom. on the other, my personal drama has not really improved at all. i don't know what to do at this point. i'm just so damn tired.
god, i miss being on the pill. the cramps i get when i'm off it are killer. i couldn't afford to take it anymore because the contract my school had with its supplier ran out, so they went from being $5/month to being $20/month, which was more than i could afford, when you consider that the meds i absolutely have to have are already $50/month.
given the choice, though, i'd rather be miserable for a week than just be miserable all the time. the pain will go away and my uterus will stop feeling like it's falling out.
i do wish i was in edmonton right now, just so i could head to whyte avenue in the afternoon, sit in the sun and write. that'll have to wait until i get back to edmonton. it's cold, dark and rainy here at the moment. in the meantime, i'm gonna hop in the tub and make poke at my poem. i went out stormwatching with my dad for a while back, it was really nice. i started writing a poem about it, i need to finish it.
then maybe i'll do some stuff with my guild. i <3 them.
god, i miss being on the pill. the cramps i get when i'm off it are killer. i couldn't afford to take it anymore because the contract my school had with its supplier ran out, so they went from being $5/month to being $20/month, which was more than i could afford, when you consider that the meds i absolutely have to have are already $50/month.
given the choice, though, i'd rather be miserable for a week than just be miserable all the time. the pain will go away and my uterus will stop feeling like it's falling out.
i do wish i was in edmonton right now, just so i could head to whyte avenue in the afternoon, sit in the sun and write. that'll have to wait until i get back to edmonton. it's cold, dark and rainy here at the moment. in the meantime, i'm gonna hop in the tub and make poke at my poem. i went out stormwatching with my dad for a while back, it was really nice. i started writing a poem about it, i need to finish it.
then maybe i'll do some stuff with my guild. i <3 them.