Title: stay with me (pt. 2)
Writer: hxc_sucks aka me (with a little help from somebody who wants to stay anonym*g)
Rating: not american so i have no idea.but there's some 'action' in this chapter ;D
Part: 2 of ?
Pairing: sonny/nate and a bit jesse/dan (from first to last/finch, brand new/senses fail)
Summary: high school stuff..... love at first sight? or just horny teenagers?
Disclaimer: if you think this EVER happened you obviously have SERIOUS issues
Notes:
*still my first try with 'real' persons so don't be too harsh
*i don't know much about the american school system, if somethings waaaaay stupid just ignore it please
*i'm not english so don't yell at me when i use wrong grammar or words :/
“Sonny….?”
“yeah….?”
“I’m sorry… I really am…”
I look at him and as embarrassed as I am.. he’s even worse. He’s looking really miserable.
“stop apologizing, Nate…. it’s my fault. I’m freaking out because of a hard-on…. when I think about it… I should feel honored, right? It’s quite obvious that you weren’t lying when you said you think I’m hot.” I give him a smile and it seems to work because he’s trying to smile back at me.
“yeah, you are… but I don’t want you to think that that’s what I’m all about… I just can’t help it…”
he looks back down at his shoes and I know I can’t leave it like that.
“Nate, it’s….” I pause. “fuck, I don’t know. you are so… and I’m so… god, I really don’t know how to feel any more…”
“but you’re not going to run away screaming ‘I’M NOT GAY’ and avoid me now?”
“no. I could never avoid you….. this is just all knew to me.. Nate… I know I want this and I’ve been thinking about you constantly since history… when Linda told me you’re not ‘officially’ outed I asked myself why you told me.….”
“Linda?” I ignore him. I need to get this out.
“… but I really don’t know how to handle this… I was raised that I’ll be with a nice girl, get married, have children.. get a nice job or maybe become a rock-star…... I never really thought of liking somebody called Nate Barcalow…” Nate Barcalow. Nate...hm… Nathaniel Barcalow? Such a beautiful name. “I only had one girlfriend and you can’t really count my 3-days-experience with Mike a ‘relationship’…. I bet you know what you are doing… and..” he stops me by grabbing my arm to calm me down and looks at me almost staring.
“Sonny… listen. yes, almost nobody knows I’m gay, but I don't want to hide anything, if that's what you're thinking... my band-mates might guess but they don’t know. I told Jesse because I knew he wouldn’t tell anyone after what Tom did. Dan knows aswell. he might be a bitch but he’s a friend and after all he likes boys too. I knew he’d be cool with it… but….. when I told Linda she freaked out…. and it’s still hard for me to think about her. I really love this girl in a ‘friends-way’ you know. but I don’t want to hide anything any more and I will let everybody know. there’s not much left to lose, I don’t have many people who care, only my father will kill me… but right now the only thing I don’t want to lose is you. I didn’t want to scare you, you can’t imagine how sorry I am that I can’t control my body… but I want you to know that this is new to me as-well. I have been fooling around but haven’t had any real boyfriends yet, I never met someone interesting.. until today. I want to be close to you and I love to just sit here and talk to you. and you are so … I can’t even find words for it… I like your hair and your lips are so alluring…”
fuck it, I know he's honestly “so are yours…”
I grab the front of his t-shirt, pull him closer to me and kiss him. We’re both not closing our eyes and look at each other. this is so intense. I’m not nervous at all anymore. I just want to feel him close to me. My hand is moving down to his stomach and goes even further down to his lap. This time I want his body to react. I completely forgot where we are. He grabs my shoulders and gets out of my grip.
“hey” he smirks. “now that’s a bit fast, kiddo, we have a lesson in…” he stares at his watch. “ damn! did you hear the bell ring?? we’re already 15 minutes late!”
we look at each other and burst out laughing.
“you’re kidding, are you?? late at my first day, I’m good.”
“oh yes, you are.” He puts his hand on the back of my head, gives me a short peck and grabs my arm to raise me up from the bench. “come on, we’ll just tell Mr. Kerr I found you outside and you didn’t know where the class was. he’ll be cool with it.”
“okay” I can’t believe I was so into it I didn’t hear the bell ring. but I guess it’s a good sign after all. and that’s a nice thought.
we go back into the school building and head to the class Nate is leading me. We enter and an old looking man gives us a suspicious look.
“mister Barcalow, we’re a bit later, aren’t we? and who are you?”
“sorry mister Kerr, that’s Sonny Moore, he’s a new student. I found him outside and he didn’t know where his next class was. and since it’s yours I thought I’d help him so that he won’t miss much of it” okay, so this is his way of kissing the teacher’s ass.
“okay, I see, go to your seat and be quiet.” he points to the back of the class and I just follow Nate, assured that the seat next to him is empty as always.
“you see, I told you” Nate’s says when we are sitting.
“yeah…” I can’t say much. I just look at him.
“Sonny,” he whispers. “don’t look at me like this, I want to hump on you and eat you…”
“that’s exactly what I want to do with you” I keep my eyes locked on his. “if this wasn’t my first day I’d say we should skip the last two lessons.”
he grins. “we can’t skip a lesson just because we’re horny teenagers….”
“probably right, we’d have to skip school completely.”
We both start laughing and the whole class - including Mr. Kerr - turns around.
“mister Barcalow, do you think we should let mister Moore sit next to mister Peer so that you can both follow the lesson?”
“no, Mr. Kerr, I’m sorry.” Nate shrugs when we both look at each other.
“we should be quiet now, Mr. Kerr can be very angry when somebody’s disturbing his lesson, and Brad, that’s mister Peer, is a complete asshole, not to mention he’s pretty homophobic and will tell us something later on anyway. he’s in sports with us as-well…”
we both look at this Brad who is looking back at us with a cold expression on his face. scary.
the rest of the lesson I’m trying to follow what Mr. Kerr is talking about but don’t succeed. instead I’m thinking about many different things. about Nate mainly. we look at each other every few seconds and just smile. I know he’s thinking exactly the same thing I think when I look at him. I’ve finally found somebody I like.
I also think about my family. I’m going to tell them I’m gay. I know I won’t do it today but I will tell them soon. I just need to know what is going on. if this is something serious. I know it is for me. I think it’s for him aswell but you never know. and even if he’s serious. he told me his father would kill him. maybe that’s true??
and this Brad. what’s going on with him? Nate said he’ll tell us something. is he the typical high school jock who’s hunting faggots?
I look at him and when I look back at Nate he seems to be able to read my mind.
“don’t worry, we deal with him since Tom outed Jesse. he’s an asshole and has many friends but he knows when he’s going too far. and he won’t.“
“are you sure?” we’re both only whispering because of Mr. Kerr.
“yeah… actually… Jesse used to be one of his friends before all of this happened.” I give him a look. “well. it was around that time when I moved here, about two years ago. I don’t know everything about it, though. it happened in my… third week I think. I remember that day like it was yesterday. I didn’t know Jesse at that time and saw him sitting sobbing on the floor in one of the toilets. I asked him what was going on and the first thing he did was asking me if I was homophobic and if I wanted to be his friend even though he was gay. I just said ‘no’ and ‘yes’ and that was it. then he told me everything. he didn’t know me but he just told me how he told his best friend - Tom - that he was gay a few minutes ago. He told me that Tom yelled at him how sick he was and that he should never ever talk to him or even look at him again. Jesse was a wreck. I told him everything would be ok again and that Tom was an asshole. he kept telling me how Tom was his best friend and that he knew that he’d lose all his other friends as-well. I was getting really angry because I knew he was right. and he was right. Tom told everybody and they started either avoiding Jesse or when they talked to him they were just really mean. And that hasn’t changed until today. they treat Dan and me the same way. well, Dan mainly because he’s a slut and i guess they know that Jesse and Dan are some-kind-of-together. they call me names because I hang out with them. and you… well.. you indeed look gay from their point of view. so it won’t make much of a difference when they find out about us”
I know that’s a stupid reaction but all I can think of now is the last part.
“you think there’s an us?” I smile and he’s smiling back.
“well. yeah. I don’t know. I want there to be an us, but I don’t want to take you by surprise” he pauses. “and… I hope you don’t just use me to fool around. I’m a little emo-kid. when you play with me my paper heart will bleed.”
He’s making a little gesture pointing at his heart and tries to look ‘emo’. I grin.
“I could never fool around with an all-american rejects fan. besides…I told you I want this.” I lean closer to him, look around the class to make sure nobody (especially not Brad) is watching, put my hand down at this little space between his chest and is neck and kiss the skin under his ear. “I want you… no one else. I want… an us… I… don’t want to worry.. about anything ….”
he moans softly and I stop, checking if anybody heard it. I sit back at my seat properly and give him a look.
“so, is there an us?” I ask. Our eyes locked at each other’s he nods. oh god I want to kiss him so badly. when is this god damn lesson over?? we both smile and he grabs my hand and squeezes it. he is not giving it free until the end of the lesson and we don’t look at each other for the rest of it but I have no doubt we’re both grinning like we’re maniacs.
When the bell finally rings we head out of the school building, run around the school court and head into the gym and to the restroom as fast as we can.
“why so fast? Is the sports teacher so damn hot or any other reasons?” I give him a puzzled look.
“no, not hot at all. we’ll lock ourselves in the toilet and wait until the others are dressed and ready. They’ll think we’re late again because you don’t know where the gym is.”
I laugh and when we’re in one of the cubicles I grab his neck, pulling his head closer to my face and kiss him roughly.
“damn… I never thought…” I speak gasping, trying not to interrupt this for too long ”…kissing… a guy… could be.. so hot…. I….. I… never thought kissing… anybody… could be so hot!”
he puts his hands around my waist and presses his body against me, shoving his hips into mine. I feel something reacting in his pants but I don’t pay much attention to it because I feel my jeans getting tighter and tighter. He presses me against the cubicle-wall and pushes his tongue deep into my throat. I guess he really wants to eat me. We hear the others arrive but don’t pay much attention (we only pay a little attention in case anybody could hear us and enters the toilets). he's grinding his crotch into my body and I can feel his erection pressing against mine, only separated by our pants. it turns me on even more. he frees his tongue out of my mouth and starts kissing my neck. His hands goes down my chest, and to my belt. I feel a slight panic raising inside of me but I want this. I am NOT freaking out this time.
I only met this guy today and this is getting so fast that I’m not only sure about being gay now but also sure that I want all of this more than anything else.
He stops and looks at me. I nod and he smiles, his eyes locked on mine. I lean closer and wait for him to react. When he nods aswell my hands seem like they act before I’m thinking. I open his belt and he does the same with mine. my lips are hunting for his and when they found them I bit his lower lip like I want to eat him this time. I can feel his hand on my back getting deeper so I do the same to him. my mind is far from normal thinking and I know that my dick will be angry with me if he can’t lose his loading soon. Nate must feel the same because I can feel the huge bulge in his pants pressing against mine so I do what I want him to do with me. I slide my hands around the waistband and strip down his jeans. and like I expected, he does the same. Soon enough we’re both standing there, tongue fighting, in our boxer-shorts. it’s this moment when I remember that I was wearing my smiley-boxers and I stop kissing him and look down on myself. then I see that he’s doing the same and we stare at each other. he is wearing Winnie the Pooh. so he’s definitely not fucking around all the time. Winnie just proofed it. we smile at each other and I press him against the wall, forcing him into an other tongue fight. I can feel his hands going under my shirts and at the waistband of my shorts. I gasp and hold my breath. I want to absorb everything. all my emotions and how it feels like to feel his hand... his hand sliding down inside my boxers! oh my god! I groan into his mouth when he starts stroking my cock. this feels so different than when I do it myself. I know I won't last long. I close my eyes and try to concentrate on doing the same to him. I put both hands in his boxers, one grabbing around his haunch and the other... oh shit I have no idea how to do this! I never thought about something like this until today!I look at him inquiring and he is reading my mind again.
"just… do …with me …what.. you want me to ..do with you... " he says gasping, only breaking our lip-contact briefly.
I smile and we both close our eyes. I take a deep breath before I kiss him again and grab his dick. He moans into my mouth and bits on my tongue.
“ugh” I let out a sound I’m not sure if it’s pain because of my tongue or pleasure because of the movement of his hand on my hard-on.
“srry” he let’s out. He doesn’t have to apologize, though.
I start stroking and my other hand moves to his butt, slowly petting around his entrance. I enjoy the sounds coming from his mouth and my movements around his cock get faster when he does the same.
My breathing gets heavier and I feel I’m close. I can’t concentrate on our kiss any more.
“Nate… Nate I… fuck.. so.. so .. Nate…don’t stop” I let out a few gasps and I open my eyes again to meet with his. He doesn’t say anything but I know he’s coming aswell.
Blinks later I let out my first shot in his hand. his head falls against my shoulder and he stops breathing for a short moment. I’m afraid he’ll pass out or something like that and then he’s coming aswell. He’s breathing very irregular and fast and when he looks up at me his face had turned deep red. He looks at me with his now very dark eyes, smiling so irresistible that I give him a short peck.
We put our hands out of each others shorts and he licks my cum from his fingers. I can’t believe he’s doing this! I give him an irritated look. he smirks and I have to smile back at him because he’s just looking so incredibly sexy.
“tastes good, I guess I know what I want to do next” he says while pulling his pants back on, not bothering to pull on the belt again. I look at him, asking why he doesn't get dressed properly and do the same. "we have to get into our sports dress anyway." right. we're in the gym. (so much for being smart)
“have you done this before?” I ask.
“only once….and it was nothing like this.” He pauses, leading in to kiss me once more. “this was so incredibly hot. you are so incredibly hot. so incredibly awesome. where have you been my whole life?” he smiles and I smile back at him.
“about 250 miles from here”. I shrug.
“I know this might sound stupid, but I already feel like I knew you my whole life and I feel that way since history when Jesse introduced us. It’s almost like a ‘love-at-first-sight-thing’… like in those stupid romantic movies”
when I think back… he’s right. 100%. I didn’t see it in the first place because he’s a boy but after all… I’m gay, no doubt left. not after meeting him. not after realizing I’ve been thinking about him all day. not after giving - and receiving - absolutely incredible hand-jobs.
“yeah…. only this wasn’t romantic… it was hot” I say. “I don’t want to ever leave you, Nate. you turned my world upside-down and I will never be the same again. if you tell me you want me to stay with you, I will stay with you forever.”
he doesn’t say what I wanted to hear but he nods. I just take that as a ‘yes, I want you to stay with me’.
“should we go see what’s going on in the gym?” I ask while unlocking the cubicle.
“it can’t be as interesting as what's happening here.”
Nate and I both look at each other in shock. Has he been standing there the whole time?
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i know. i know.
it's a bit shorter than the first but i wanted to give you guys the next chapter and thought this was a good endingt/cliffhanger ;D
and i'm sorry if the scene in the cubicle sucks but i had a guy forced to read it (aehm +cough+) and he said it was hot. hehe. so i leave it like this (:
Rating: not american so i have no idea.but there's some 'action' in this chapter ;D
Part: 2 of ?
Pairing: sonny/nate and a bit jesse/dan (from first to last/finch, brand new/senses fail)
Summary: high school stuff..... love at first sight? or just horny teenagers?
Disclaimer: if you think this EVER happened you obviously have SERIOUS issues
Notes:
*still my first try with 'real' persons so don't be too harsh
*i don't know much about the american school system, if somethings waaaaay stupid just ignore it please
*i'm not english so don't yell at me when i use wrong grammar or words :/
“Sonny….?”
“yeah….?”
“I’m sorry… I really am…”
I look at him and as embarrassed as I am.. he’s even worse. He’s looking really miserable.
“stop apologizing, Nate…. it’s my fault. I’m freaking out because of a hard-on…. when I think about it… I should feel honored, right? It’s quite obvious that you weren’t lying when you said you think I’m hot.” I give him a smile and it seems to work because he’s trying to smile back at me.
“yeah, you are… but I don’t want you to think that that’s what I’m all about… I just can’t help it…”
he looks back down at his shoes and I know I can’t leave it like that.
“Nate, it’s….” I pause. “fuck, I don’t know. you are so… and I’m so… god, I really don’t know how to feel any more…”
“but you’re not going to run away screaming ‘I’M NOT GAY’ and avoid me now?”
“no. I could never avoid you….. this is just all knew to me.. Nate… I know I want this and I’ve been thinking about you constantly since history… when Linda told me you’re not ‘officially’ outed I asked myself why you told me.….”
“Linda?” I ignore him. I need to get this out.
“… but I really don’t know how to handle this… I was raised that I’ll be with a nice girl, get married, have children.. get a nice job or maybe become a rock-star…... I never really thought of liking somebody called Nate Barcalow…” Nate Barcalow. Nate...hm… Nathaniel Barcalow? Such a beautiful name. “I only had one girlfriend and you can’t really count my 3-days-experience with Mike a ‘relationship’…. I bet you know what you are doing… and..” he stops me by grabbing my arm to calm me down and looks at me almost staring.
“Sonny… listen. yes, almost nobody knows I’m gay, but I don't want to hide anything, if that's what you're thinking... my band-mates might guess but they don’t know. I told Jesse because I knew he wouldn’t tell anyone after what Tom did. Dan knows aswell. he might be a bitch but he’s a friend and after all he likes boys too. I knew he’d be cool with it… but….. when I told Linda she freaked out…. and it’s still hard for me to think about her. I really love this girl in a ‘friends-way’ you know. but I don’t want to hide anything any more and I will let everybody know. there’s not much left to lose, I don’t have many people who care, only my father will kill me… but right now the only thing I don’t want to lose is you. I didn’t want to scare you, you can’t imagine how sorry I am that I can’t control my body… but I want you to know that this is new to me as-well. I have been fooling around but haven’t had any real boyfriends yet, I never met someone interesting.. until today. I want to be close to you and I love to just sit here and talk to you. and you are so … I can’t even find words for it… I like your hair and your lips are so alluring…”
fuck it, I know he's honestly “so are yours…”
I grab the front of his t-shirt, pull him closer to me and kiss him. We’re both not closing our eyes and look at each other. this is so intense. I’m not nervous at all anymore. I just want to feel him close to me. My hand is moving down to his stomach and goes even further down to his lap. This time I want his body to react. I completely forgot where we are. He grabs my shoulders and gets out of my grip.
“hey” he smirks. “now that’s a bit fast, kiddo, we have a lesson in…” he stares at his watch. “ damn! did you hear the bell ring?? we’re already 15 minutes late!”
we look at each other and burst out laughing.
“you’re kidding, are you?? late at my first day, I’m good.”
“oh yes, you are.” He puts his hand on the back of my head, gives me a short peck and grabs my arm to raise me up from the bench. “come on, we’ll just tell Mr. Kerr I found you outside and you didn’t know where the class was. he’ll be cool with it.”
“okay” I can’t believe I was so into it I didn’t hear the bell ring. but I guess it’s a good sign after all. and that’s a nice thought.
we go back into the school building and head to the class Nate is leading me. We enter and an old looking man gives us a suspicious look.
“mister Barcalow, we’re a bit later, aren’t we? and who are you?”
“sorry mister Kerr, that’s Sonny Moore, he’s a new student. I found him outside and he didn’t know where his next class was. and since it’s yours I thought I’d help him so that he won’t miss much of it” okay, so this is his way of kissing the teacher’s ass.
“okay, I see, go to your seat and be quiet.” he points to the back of the class and I just follow Nate, assured that the seat next to him is empty as always.
“you see, I told you” Nate’s says when we are sitting.
“yeah…” I can’t say much. I just look at him.
“Sonny,” he whispers. “don’t look at me like this, I want to hump on you and eat you…”
“that’s exactly what I want to do with you” I keep my eyes locked on his. “if this wasn’t my first day I’d say we should skip the last two lessons.”
he grins. “we can’t skip a lesson just because we’re horny teenagers….”
“probably right, we’d have to skip school completely.”
We both start laughing and the whole class - including Mr. Kerr - turns around.
“mister Barcalow, do you think we should let mister Moore sit next to mister Peer so that you can both follow the lesson?”
“no, Mr. Kerr, I’m sorry.” Nate shrugs when we both look at each other.
“we should be quiet now, Mr. Kerr can be very angry when somebody’s disturbing his lesson, and Brad, that’s mister Peer, is a complete asshole, not to mention he’s pretty homophobic and will tell us something later on anyway. he’s in sports with us as-well…”
we both look at this Brad who is looking back at us with a cold expression on his face. scary.
the rest of the lesson I’m trying to follow what Mr. Kerr is talking about but don’t succeed. instead I’m thinking about many different things. about Nate mainly. we look at each other every few seconds and just smile. I know he’s thinking exactly the same thing I think when I look at him. I’ve finally found somebody I like.
I also think about my family. I’m going to tell them I’m gay. I know I won’t do it today but I will tell them soon. I just need to know what is going on. if this is something serious. I know it is for me. I think it’s for him aswell but you never know. and even if he’s serious. he told me his father would kill him. maybe that’s true??
and this Brad. what’s going on with him? Nate said he’ll tell us something. is he the typical high school jock who’s hunting faggots?
I look at him and when I look back at Nate he seems to be able to read my mind.
“don’t worry, we deal with him since Tom outed Jesse. he’s an asshole and has many friends but he knows when he’s going too far. and he won’t.“
“are you sure?” we’re both only whispering because of Mr. Kerr.
“yeah… actually… Jesse used to be one of his friends before all of this happened.” I give him a look. “well. it was around that time when I moved here, about two years ago. I don’t know everything about it, though. it happened in my… third week I think. I remember that day like it was yesterday. I didn’t know Jesse at that time and saw him sitting sobbing on the floor in one of the toilets. I asked him what was going on and the first thing he did was asking me if I was homophobic and if I wanted to be his friend even though he was gay. I just said ‘no’ and ‘yes’ and that was it. then he told me everything. he didn’t know me but he just told me how he told his best friend - Tom - that he was gay a few minutes ago. He told me that Tom yelled at him how sick he was and that he should never ever talk to him or even look at him again. Jesse was a wreck. I told him everything would be ok again and that Tom was an asshole. he kept telling me how Tom was his best friend and that he knew that he’d lose all his other friends as-well. I was getting really angry because I knew he was right. and he was right. Tom told everybody and they started either avoiding Jesse or when they talked to him they were just really mean. And that hasn’t changed until today. they treat Dan and me the same way. well, Dan mainly because he’s a slut and i guess they know that Jesse and Dan are some-kind-of-together. they call me names because I hang out with them. and you… well.. you indeed look gay from their point of view. so it won’t make much of a difference when they find out about us”
I know that’s a stupid reaction but all I can think of now is the last part.
“you think there’s an us?” I smile and he’s smiling back.
“well. yeah. I don’t know. I want there to be an us, but I don’t want to take you by surprise” he pauses. “and… I hope you don’t just use me to fool around. I’m a little emo-kid. when you play with me my paper heart will bleed.”
He’s making a little gesture pointing at his heart and tries to look ‘emo’. I grin.
“I could never fool around with an all-american rejects fan. besides…I told you I want this.” I lean closer to him, look around the class to make sure nobody (especially not Brad) is watching, put my hand down at this little space between his chest and is neck and kiss the skin under his ear. “I want you… no one else. I want… an us… I… don’t want to worry.. about anything ….”
he moans softly and I stop, checking if anybody heard it. I sit back at my seat properly and give him a look.
“so, is there an us?” I ask. Our eyes locked at each other’s he nods. oh god I want to kiss him so badly. when is this god damn lesson over?? we both smile and he grabs my hand and squeezes it. he is not giving it free until the end of the lesson and we don’t look at each other for the rest of it but I have no doubt we’re both grinning like we’re maniacs.
When the bell finally rings we head out of the school building, run around the school court and head into the gym and to the restroom as fast as we can.
“why so fast? Is the sports teacher so damn hot or any other reasons?” I give him a puzzled look.
“no, not hot at all. we’ll lock ourselves in the toilet and wait until the others are dressed and ready. They’ll think we’re late again because you don’t know where the gym is.”
I laugh and when we’re in one of the cubicles I grab his neck, pulling his head closer to my face and kiss him roughly.
“damn… I never thought…” I speak gasping, trying not to interrupt this for too long ”…kissing… a guy… could be.. so hot…. I….. I… never thought kissing… anybody… could be so hot!”
he puts his hands around my waist and presses his body against me, shoving his hips into mine. I feel something reacting in his pants but I don’t pay much attention to it because I feel my jeans getting tighter and tighter. He presses me against the cubicle-wall and pushes his tongue deep into my throat. I guess he really wants to eat me. We hear the others arrive but don’t pay much attention (we only pay a little attention in case anybody could hear us and enters the toilets). he's grinding his crotch into my body and I can feel his erection pressing against mine, only separated by our pants. it turns me on even more. he frees his tongue out of my mouth and starts kissing my neck. His hands goes down my chest, and to my belt. I feel a slight panic raising inside of me but I want this. I am NOT freaking out this time.
I only met this guy today and this is getting so fast that I’m not only sure about being gay now but also sure that I want all of this more than anything else.
He stops and looks at me. I nod and he smiles, his eyes locked on mine. I lean closer and wait for him to react. When he nods aswell my hands seem like they act before I’m thinking. I open his belt and he does the same with mine. my lips are hunting for his and when they found them I bit his lower lip like I want to eat him this time. I can feel his hand on my back getting deeper so I do the same to him. my mind is far from normal thinking and I know that my dick will be angry with me if he can’t lose his loading soon. Nate must feel the same because I can feel the huge bulge in his pants pressing against mine so I do what I want him to do with me. I slide my hands around the waistband and strip down his jeans. and like I expected, he does the same. Soon enough we’re both standing there, tongue fighting, in our boxer-shorts. it’s this moment when I remember that I was wearing my smiley-boxers and I stop kissing him and look down on myself. then I see that he’s doing the same and we stare at each other. he is wearing Winnie the Pooh. so he’s definitely not fucking around all the time. Winnie just proofed it. we smile at each other and I press him against the wall, forcing him into an other tongue fight. I can feel his hands going under my shirts and at the waistband of my shorts. I gasp and hold my breath. I want to absorb everything. all my emotions and how it feels like to feel his hand... his hand sliding down inside my boxers! oh my god! I groan into his mouth when he starts stroking my cock. this feels so different than when I do it myself. I know I won't last long. I close my eyes and try to concentrate on doing the same to him. I put both hands in his boxers, one grabbing around his haunch and the other... oh shit I have no idea how to do this! I never thought about something like this until today!I look at him inquiring and he is reading my mind again.
"just… do …with me …what.. you want me to ..do with you... " he says gasping, only breaking our lip-contact briefly.
I smile and we both close our eyes. I take a deep breath before I kiss him again and grab his dick. He moans into my mouth and bits on my tongue.
“ugh” I let out a sound I’m not sure if it’s pain because of my tongue or pleasure because of the movement of his hand on my hard-on.
“srry” he let’s out. He doesn’t have to apologize, though.
I start stroking and my other hand moves to his butt, slowly petting around his entrance. I enjoy the sounds coming from his mouth and my movements around his cock get faster when he does the same.
My breathing gets heavier and I feel I’m close. I can’t concentrate on our kiss any more.
“Nate… Nate I… fuck.. so.. so .. Nate…don’t stop” I let out a few gasps and I open my eyes again to meet with his. He doesn’t say anything but I know he’s coming aswell.
Blinks later I let out my first shot in his hand. his head falls against my shoulder and he stops breathing for a short moment. I’m afraid he’ll pass out or something like that and then he’s coming aswell. He’s breathing very irregular and fast and when he looks up at me his face had turned deep red. He looks at me with his now very dark eyes, smiling so irresistible that I give him a short peck.
We put our hands out of each others shorts and he licks my cum from his fingers. I can’t believe he’s doing this! I give him an irritated look. he smirks and I have to smile back at him because he’s just looking so incredibly sexy.
“tastes good, I guess I know what I want to do next” he says while pulling his pants back on, not bothering to pull on the belt again. I look at him, asking why he doesn't get dressed properly and do the same. "we have to get into our sports dress anyway." right. we're in the gym. (so much for being smart)
“have you done this before?” I ask.
“only once….and it was nothing like this.” He pauses, leading in to kiss me once more. “this was so incredibly hot. you are so incredibly hot. so incredibly awesome. where have you been my whole life?” he smiles and I smile back at him.
“about 250 miles from here”. I shrug.
“I know this might sound stupid, but I already feel like I knew you my whole life and I feel that way since history when Jesse introduced us. It’s almost like a ‘love-at-first-sight-thing’… like in those stupid romantic movies”
when I think back… he’s right. 100%. I didn’t see it in the first place because he’s a boy but after all… I’m gay, no doubt left. not after meeting him. not after realizing I’ve been thinking about him all day. not after giving - and receiving - absolutely incredible hand-jobs.
“yeah…. only this wasn’t romantic… it was hot” I say. “I don’t want to ever leave you, Nate. you turned my world upside-down and I will never be the same again. if you tell me you want me to stay with you, I will stay with you forever.”
he doesn’t say what I wanted to hear but he nods. I just take that as a ‘yes, I want you to stay with me’.
“should we go see what’s going on in the gym?” I ask while unlocking the cubicle.
“it can’t be as interesting as what's happening here.”
Nate and I both look at each other in shock. Has he been standing there the whole time?
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i know. i know.
it's a bit shorter than the first but i wanted to give you guys the next chapter and thought this was a good endingt/cliffhanger ;D
and i'm sorry if the scene in the cubicle sucks but i had a guy forced to read it (aehm +cough+) and he said it was hot. hehe. so i leave it like this (: