WTF
WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF -
I don't want to resort to the vernacular, but wtf.
I don't even know what to say, okay? In this state of deep, stunned devastation because I didn't, never in a million years, see this coming and now bam out of the fucking blue.
http://www.panicatthedisco.com/index.php
I - I don't know, I don't know, okay? It feels like someone died and tore out a piece of my heart with it.
(I suppose someone did.) But this is like a state of limbo. I - denial. Oh, god. I'm no-where near ready to even say I'm happy for each of them, whatever they choose to do, because. I am, but I can't say it yet.
I CAN'T FUNCTION LIKE THIS. It's like I forgot to be afraid; this was not what I'd fear in a million years, and it turns out that I should have.
I don't want to resort to the vernacular, but wtf.
I don't even know what to say, okay? In this state of deep, stunned devastation because I didn't, never in a million years, see this coming and now bam out of the fucking blue.
http://www.panicatthedisco.com/index.php
I - I don't know, I don't know, okay? It feels like someone died and tore out a piece of my heart with it.
(I suppose someone did.) But this is like a state of limbo. I - denial. Oh, god. I'm no-where near ready to even say I'm happy for each of them, whatever they choose to do, because. I am, but I can't say it yet.
I CAN'T FUNCTION LIKE THIS. It's like I forgot to be afraid; this was not what I'd fear in a million years, and it turns out that I should have.