Jun 10, 2004 16:05
so... i shaved my legs for the first time in a long time... (haha, gross i know) and it seems as though i've forgotten how. i cut myself in the spot kinda behind my knee, so it hurts when i sit down, or walk... or anything. anyway, after that little knick, i decided it was too painful to commence trimming the little hairs on my legs, so my legs are prickly in some spots.
haha.
I'm waiting for Bao to come over, and then we are gonna head to Chris's for our movie award party. woohoo lindsay lohan!
I watched Oprah today. Vern from Trading Spaces was on it. I am now inspired to decorate anything and everything.
I like the feeling you get when someone tells you that you're the only one they can trust with their secrets. I like it a lot. I value friendship so much, and i hate it when they are jeopardized because trust is broken... Trust is one of those things that you can never find again after you've lost it... and you can't have any relationship without trust. Listening to my friend last night really made me think about that... and past relationships, and high school. It made me realize that some things really weren't worth the effort. Nothing about the past seems to matter anymore... all the hurt, disappointments, and happy times. Not a big deal. Granted they made me the person I am today, but dwelling on things just is not worth it.
ASu gave me more money today on top of the scholarship. I am good to go.
Victoria's Secret was supposed to call me back today, but they haven't. What bitches.
I hate it that they dont call you even if you dont get the job. Its only 4 though... there's still time.. haha yeah, yeah i'm a wishful thinker.
I need to find time to move into the house. i think its just the thought of moving that is slowing me down too.. i mean, i've been in this house for practically my whole life... even if it does make me want to stab myself at times... the bottomline is... Moving sucks, and i am a lazy ass. Sorry Chris.. lol, being thurr all by your lonesome. One day when you least expect it though, all my stuff will be moved in. :)
I wanna get drunk. I like the way i feel when i am. and it's been awhile. who wants to join me?
hmmm... i am going to eat a mango now.
peace out my dirties.
Jen
(hmm what if i went by jen?)