Aside from life- IM SO EXCITED
IM PREGNANT!! ABOUT 8 WEEKS OR SO. I'M GOING TO BE A MOM AND I COULDNT BE HAPPIER ABOUT IT. I KNOW MY LAST ENTRY, THAT'S JUST LIFE. AND THIS IS BIGGER THAN THAT. BUT IT DOESN'T CHANGE ANYTHING. I CAN'T WAIT TO KNOW IF ITS A BOY OR A GIRL. I WANT TO DECORATE THE 'NURSERY' NOW. I WANT TO GO OUT AND BUY ALL KINDS OF THINGS. I CAN'T WAIT TO GET AN ULTRASOUND. HOPEFULLY ON MY DOCTORS APPOINTMENT ON THE 18TH. TO HEAR A LITTLE HEART BEAT...UHH...IT'S MIRACULOUS IN ITSELF. I'M SO...ECSTATIC!! AND IT DIDN'T TAKE US THAT LONG OF TRYING EITHER. ABOUT A WEEK OR TWO. HAHAA. IT'S AN AMAZING THOUGHT, FEELING. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FEEL ANYTHING LIKE THIS. I HOPE I MAKE A FANTASTIC MOTHER. IM KIND OF NERVOUS TOO. WHICH I THINK IS UNDERSTANDABLE. THIS IS PROBABLY THE MOST INCREDIBLE 9 MONTH MOMENT OF MY LIFE. ASIDE FROM MARRYING TONY. I LOVE THIS BABY MORE THAN I SHOULD AT THIS POINT. I JUST HOPE WE DO A GOOD JOB AS PARENTS. I KNOW TONY WILL MAKE AN EXCELLENT FATHER.