Life goes on
I'm going home.
I'm leaving.
i'm not sure if it's to keep myself or my mother sane.
my mother is so worried about me living alone. she always has been. She understands im a grown woman, but i guess that's just a mother's role.
I don't understand it. I'm not a mother. I dont want to be any time soon either.
But i'm going back home. I'm going to live at my parent's until shortly before Tony returns.
It works so whatever.
I'm driving there. me and my wonderful dog. she's like my child. hahaa. it's ridiculous.
anyways. i think im over my emo-ness.
i'm in fuckin whatever mode. i love it. this is always my favorite mode.
so i have a lot of shit to do before i leave. make sure my car is okay for the drive. Clean my house and shit like that. Pack a lot of shit. Burn Cd's for the journey. get a car charger for my phone. eh. i'm leaving monday, and today is thursday, i've got time.
i love spontaneousness. i would have left tonight. but of course that would make my mother worried worried worried.
i have a fantastic mom. she's good like that. but sometimes man....uh.
and my in-laws...love them . really do. but fuckk!! don't flip your shit on me. and i don't need anyone to tell me how to take care of shit. my shit. my phone. my marriage. yeah fuck that. that shit had my panties twisted. I had half a mind to call them up and let them have it. but no. it;s just bullshit. and they had good intentions. so let it pass, is what im doing.
but fuck im tired. so i'm returning to my post on the couch with the rum and i shall pass out soon. <3
I'm leaving.
i'm not sure if it's to keep myself or my mother sane.
my mother is so worried about me living alone. she always has been. She understands im a grown woman, but i guess that's just a mother's role.
I don't understand it. I'm not a mother. I dont want to be any time soon either.
But i'm going back home. I'm going to live at my parent's until shortly before Tony returns.
It works so whatever.
I'm driving there. me and my wonderful dog. she's like my child. hahaa. it's ridiculous.
anyways. i think im over my emo-ness.
i'm in fuckin whatever mode. i love it. this is always my favorite mode.
so i have a lot of shit to do before i leave. make sure my car is okay for the drive. Clean my house and shit like that. Pack a lot of shit. Burn Cd's for the journey. get a car charger for my phone. eh. i'm leaving monday, and today is thursday, i've got time.
i love spontaneousness. i would have left tonight. but of course that would make my mother worried worried worried.
i have a fantastic mom. she's good like that. but sometimes man....uh.
and my in-laws...love them . really do. but fuckk!! don't flip your shit on me. and i don't need anyone to tell me how to take care of shit. my shit. my phone. my marriage. yeah fuck that. that shit had my panties twisted. I had half a mind to call them up and let them have it. but no. it;s just bullshit. and they had good intentions. so let it pass, is what im doing.
but fuck im tired. so i'm returning to my post on the couch with the rum and i shall pass out soon. <3