....all seem to say throw cares away
I am not following my every 3 month tradition here. This is far too soon of a post.
But i had to follow up on the previous entry. That was reall nice to get that off my chest. I cried my eyes out when i wrote that, but there was a lot that needed to be out of me and livejournal just happened to be the recipient. I thought of deleting it, but i think i need to keep it a little longer.
So i'm homesick. I haven't really been homesick yet. I've missed my family and friends and puppies and the whole shebang, but today i'm homesick. i am listening to George Winston's Carol of the Bells and i want nothin more thanto be curled up in front of the fire after, cozy in my home and protected for the snowstorm outside with a cup of hot chocolate and fluff surrounded by the people i love. and skiing....i long to be skiing!
My parents told me that they took a few runs of fresh pow pow for me and rolled in the snow between hot tubs in my honor...even Cutler did!!! i feel honored!
I want to be surrounded by Nutcracker music and get those performance nerves and excitement.
I want to be surrounded by christmas decorations and feel the christmas literally in the air. I want to cook and bake in my favorite kitchen, and it's renovations...sometimes may seems like a bad time to come back. maybe now! ha ha ha no no just right now it feels that way
I'm another year older..19! damnnnnn i think i'm going to go decorate Lyndall's house all christmassy even if i don't have much to work with....it can be done!
i miss you and i love you!
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But i had to follow up on the previous entry. That was reall nice to get that off my chest. I cried my eyes out when i wrote that, but there was a lot that needed to be out of me and livejournal just happened to be the recipient. I thought of deleting it, but i think i need to keep it a little longer.
So i'm homesick. I haven't really been homesick yet. I've missed my family and friends and puppies and the whole shebang, but today i'm homesick. i am listening to George Winston's Carol of the Bells and i want nothin more thanto be curled up in front of the fire after, cozy in my home and protected for the snowstorm outside with a cup of hot chocolate and fluff surrounded by the people i love. and skiing....i long to be skiing!
My parents told me that they took a few runs of fresh pow pow for me and rolled in the snow between hot tubs in my honor...even Cutler did!!! i feel honored!
I want to be surrounded by Nutcracker music and get those performance nerves and excitement.
I want to be surrounded by christmas decorations and feel the christmas literally in the air. I want to cook and bake in my favorite kitchen, and it's renovations...sometimes may seems like a bad time to come back. maybe now! ha ha ha no no just right now it feels that way
I'm another year older..19! damnnnnn i think i'm going to go decorate Lyndall's house all christmassy even if i don't have much to work with....it can be done!
i miss you and i love you!
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