March 11th, 2015
So. I haven't updated in a pretty long while, but everything's been crazy. I don't re
Well, I hope to keep updating consistently. See ya!
So, it's been more than a month since I've updated last, sorry about that. I've been doing pretty well, actually, and it's starting to warm up a bit. I still haven't made any progress with writing, but in my creative writing class we're doing a short story and it's gotten the juices flowing.
So, Charlie's a dick. A complete, total, dickish douchecannon. After we decided the status of our relationship he decided to just completely ignore me, and we'd only been Skyping for like two weeks at this point. Honestly? I don't give a fuck anymore. He's out of my mind, and even though it sucks ass and I wish things were just okay I don't care.
Vic's being kind of weird too. I don't know, I feel like ever since we rekindled our relationship (for like, the third time in a month) he's been acting weird. On top of it all Dan and I finally, actually, called it quits. It sucks. I still fucking love him. He was my endgame, I thought, he was supposed to be my soulmate. I mean, I'm fucking 15 and he's already out of high school and I'm way too young for something that serious but. Damn, I thought we would last. I think I'm gonna end it with Vic.
I've been staying up late at night, planning stuff out in my head that will never surface in the light of day. I want to run away and fucking live, and not be stuck in this hell hole of a place. I hate this place so much, but I can't leave, and I have to stay and get good grades and not be distracted by the things that make life worth living. Fuck.
Well, here's to another month of avoiding writing stuff down in this. I'm really sorry about the delays.
Love,
~Kai <3
Well, I hope to keep updating consistently. See ya!
So, it's been more than a month since I've updated last, sorry about that. I've been doing pretty well, actually, and it's starting to warm up a bit. I still haven't made any progress with writing, but in my creative writing class we're doing a short story and it's gotten the juices flowing.
So, Charlie's a dick. A complete, total, dickish douchecannon. After we decided the status of our relationship he decided to just completely ignore me, and we'd only been Skyping for like two weeks at this point. Honestly? I don't give a fuck anymore. He's out of my mind, and even though it sucks ass and I wish things were just okay I don't care.
Vic's being kind of weird too. I don't know, I feel like ever since we rekindled our relationship (for like, the third time in a month) he's been acting weird. On top of it all Dan and I finally, actually, called it quits. It sucks. I still fucking love him. He was my endgame, I thought, he was supposed to be my soulmate. I mean, I'm fucking 15 and he's already out of high school and I'm way too young for something that serious but. Damn, I thought we would last. I think I'm gonna end it with Vic.
I've been staying up late at night, planning stuff out in my head that will never surface in the light of day. I want to run away and fucking live, and not be stuck in this hell hole of a place. I hate this place so much, but I can't leave, and I have to stay and get good grades and not be distracted by the things that make life worth living. Fuck.
Well, here's to another month of avoiding writing stuff down in this. I'm really sorry about the delays.
Love,
~Kai <3