February 9th, 2015
So. I haven't updated in a pretty long while, but everything's been crazy. I don't really feel like talking much, but I need to get this out.
Vic and I have been talking to this guy Charlie for a while, and he and I had become really good friends. Well, "friends" as in "terribly platonic we can't stop accidentally flirting with each other" kind of friends. After a while of this Charlie and I decided to ask Vic about a poly relationship. I'd been in one of those with Dan's friends, I'm still not 100% about the state of that. Anyways, I hadn't been thinking about our other friend, Halley, who's totally in love with Charlie. After Vic agreed to the poly relationship, it had only been a few days before Halley found out. She was already jealous of me, because she thought I had a better chance with Charlie than she did. But once she found out about the deal with us, she couldn't handle it. Vic felt horrible about it, since Halley was his best friend. We hung out on Saturday, and he convinced me to Skype Charlie and tell him that we didn't want to be in the relationship anymore.
He was fucking pissed.
At this point, I'd basically fallen for this guy, and I was torn between staying with him and hurting Halley, or not staying with him and hurting both me and Charlie. Today I talked with Vic and told him about my feelings for Charlie, and he didn't seem alright with it. He told me he'd tell Charlie to talk to me about it, but I don't even know what to do anymore. Charlie still has barely talked to me, but I just hope things get better.
Well, I hope to keep updating consistently. See ya!
~Kai
Vic and I have been talking to this guy Charlie for a while, and he and I had become really good friends. Well, "friends" as in "terribly platonic we can't stop accidentally flirting with each other" kind of friends. After a while of this Charlie and I decided to ask Vic about a poly relationship. I'd been in one of those with Dan's friends, I'm still not 100% about the state of that. Anyways, I hadn't been thinking about our other friend, Halley, who's totally in love with Charlie. After Vic agreed to the poly relationship, it had only been a few days before Halley found out. She was already jealous of me, because she thought I had a better chance with Charlie than she did. But once she found out about the deal with us, she couldn't handle it. Vic felt horrible about it, since Halley was his best friend. We hung out on Saturday, and he convinced me to Skype Charlie and tell him that we didn't want to be in the relationship anymore.
He was fucking pissed.
At this point, I'd basically fallen for this guy, and I was torn between staying with him and hurting Halley, or not staying with him and hurting both me and Charlie. Today I talked with Vic and told him about my feelings for Charlie, and he didn't seem alright with it. He told me he'd tell Charlie to talk to me about it, but I don't even know what to do anymore. Charlie still has barely talked to me, but I just hope things get better.
Well, I hope to keep updating consistently. See ya!
~Kai