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I just wish I knew if I can trust myself or not.
I don't know if this hurts so bad because he really just isn't into me.
Or if he isn't that into me because I am expecting too much too soon and things could change.
Or if it's all in my head and he is really interested in me.
I just can't take this. I can't function. All I can think about is how perfect he is and that he doesn't want me.
I am so depressed I just don't know how to deal with it. I don't know what to do. I can't talk to him about this because he gets angry that I don't think he likes me and he doesn't want to be with someone who gets this upset about a relationship.
I don't know what to do. I hate my life. I am sad and miserable all of the time. All my memories are of miserable relationships and feeling like I just can't go on.
I don't know if this hurts so bad because he really just isn't into me.
Or if he isn't that into me because I am expecting too much too soon and things could change.
Or if it's all in my head and he is really interested in me.
I just can't take this. I can't function. All I can think about is how perfect he is and that he doesn't want me.
I am so depressed I just don't know how to deal with it. I don't know what to do. I can't talk to him about this because he gets angry that I don't think he likes me and he doesn't want to be with someone who gets this upset about a relationship.
I don't know what to do. I hate my life. I am sad and miserable all of the time. All my memories are of miserable relationships and feeling like I just can't go on.