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So I think the only reason why Im sticking it out through college is that I want to say that I have finally started and finished something. That and I believe it will open more doors then it will close for me. Truthfully though, I don't know if thats enough. I would think that by now I would have become interested in at least one of my sciences classes. I have yet to be in a class where Im just totally 100% engaged and want to learn as much as I can. Maybe thats saying something. Maybe the science field isn't right for me. Im just so bored with this lifestyle. I want to go out and do something but I am stuck to the grind of class, hw, work, and facebook and netflix for my free time. This is no life. Maybe I am just thinking about it too deeply. All I know is I want something new. Im sick of being tired from work and school all the time. Maybe thats it. Maybe I have just been way too tired all this time to be able to fully engaged in an activity. I look at all my friends who are not going to college and they all seem fine and happy enough. I do make enough at my job to where I could survive from it. What it comes down to I guess is sacrificing a portion of my 20's so that the rest of my life has a chance at being somewhat easier.
So I have to work every weekend next month due to the fact that two other transporters up and quit on us at the same time. So now we are understaffed. Crap. Well, here is to no complete days off until March.
So I have to work every weekend next month due to the fact that two other transporters up and quit on us at the same time. So now we are understaffed. Crap. Well, here is to no complete days off until March.