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Babysitting stresses me out. Got 55$, but still, can't handle this crap. I've been so stressed out lately because School's coming up soon, wait since when do I care about school. Yeah, that's right. The only way I'm getting that silver car that's in the drive way is if I get good grades. I'm not mentally and physically prepared to do good in school. It's just not me.
A few days ago I had a nightmare where I killed my sisters cat. My mom made me do it. I know in real life I could never do such a thing and there was blood everywhere. I woke up and started to cry. That's the first time in a while that I've actually cried. Then the entire day I felt like bleh because of that nightmare.
My cousins really know how to embarrass me. Well Dylan anyways. My second cousin came over with two of his friends that were staying with him. They're from Canada. Anyways, one was really cute and I was zipping up Dylans pants because we had just gotten out of the swimming pool. Oh, Dylan's 5 by the way. Anyways, as I was zipping up his zipper he screamed, "Gabbie, you zipped up my pee pee!" I was so embarrased, my aunt and all my cousins that were there just about died, not to mention the cute boy from Canada. Well that was my night.
Tomorrow I might go to the fair, hopefully then I can relax. I really do need to start hanging out with more of my friends, but my mom wants me to stay home because I've been other places more than I have been home. I can't stand it here though. So if anyone wants to hang out call me. If you don't know the number, message me on aim and I'll give it to you. Well, that is if I like you.