Freaky Psychic Experience
Today at work the fucking weirdest thing happened. This man came in and said that he was a psychic and asked for the owners. So my co-worker Brianna told him they weren't here and then he looked at me and he just started telling me a whole bunch of scary shit that really freaked me out. He goes I can tell by your eyes that you are a very honest person, he said that I am always there to help out my friends when they have problems and I always am loyal and then he told me but whenever you have a problem no one is there so you just help yourself. Which scared me because it is very true. Ever since I can remember I have always been the one everyone runs too but whenever I have a problem I get the feeling people pretend to listen, lol. It use to bother me a lot and it still does when I am really upset and try to talk to someone and they immediately blow me off and start talking about their problems again. Weird huh... Anyways he also told me that there are 2 guys that are thinking about me right now but I am only thinking about one. I figured one of the guys is Jeremiah, but I have no idea who the second one is and ofcourse Jeremiah is the one I am thinking about. Just really strange. I had to cut him off because I had to help a customer and he stood there and stared at me while I grinded coffee for a customer and then when I was finished helping her he asked to see my left palm and I told him I had to get back to work and he left. So that was my freaky, psychic experience of the day. I have no idea how someone can figure that out about a person by just looking at them. It could have a been a fluke but for someone to tell me something that has pretty much haunted me for years was strange. I think thats the reason why its so hard for me to open to people cuz I figure they don't care anyway so why should I bore them. But, for some reason I feel obligated to help everyone and it doesn't bother me. I don't mind helping people cuz it makes me feel good and I guess that's what matters. Wow this is going to be a long entry. Seems like my life gotten more interesting since I've been single.
Yesterday I met my co-worker Brianna's roommate Will he was really, really cute. You'd be happy to know Coop that he has long hair, tattoos, and I thought he was so hot. Brianna went home that night and told him that I thought he was hot and he thought I was attractive so he has my number now so we'll see how that goes. He's 27 years old and he doesn't do any drugs and he seems like such a nice guy so I am going to be brave and try it out. I lock myself into one guy at a time and since I'm stuck on Jeremiah I am kind of brushing off other offers but I'm realizing that I am not "dating" Jeremiah so it wouldn't hurt to go on a date. Who knows I may end up liking him more than Jeremiah. So I am going to stop looking in one direction when it comes to guys and just try to play the field. I really really need to stop worrying that I am going to hurt someone's feelings and just worry about me. I still have no idea what the hell Jeremiah is doing so I am kind of at the point where I am like well I'm sorta over it cuz he's still not getting the hint... I really hate this relationship shit. It's so stupid. Wow what a weird entry...
Yesterday I met my co-worker Brianna's roommate Will he was really, really cute. You'd be happy to know Coop that he has long hair, tattoos, and I thought he was so hot. Brianna went home that night and told him that I thought he was hot and he thought I was attractive so he has my number now so we'll see how that goes. He's 27 years old and he doesn't do any drugs and he seems like such a nice guy so I am going to be brave and try it out. I lock myself into one guy at a time and since I'm stuck on Jeremiah I am kind of brushing off other offers but I'm realizing that I am not "dating" Jeremiah so it wouldn't hurt to go on a date. Who knows I may end up liking him more than Jeremiah. So I am going to stop looking in one direction when it comes to guys and just try to play the field. I really really need to stop worrying that I am going to hurt someone's feelings and just worry about me. I still have no idea what the hell Jeremiah is doing so I am kind of at the point where I am like well I'm sorta over it cuz he's still not getting the hint... I really hate this relationship shit. It's so stupid. Wow what a weird entry...