everything
everything these days seems to set me off, my fuse is so short i cant even see it, im trying to find peace, but even sleep cant bring that to me, my dreams are haunted by the words she used to say, the looks she used to give, no matter how hard I try she wont leave my sleep alone, im trying so hard to let it all go, i paint i draw, i wright, but evertything comes back to the starting point, everything involves her, i know its only been 2 months, but it seems like a life time, i just want her to come back, even if it would turn my world upside down, i just want it to go back, to the smile to the laughs to everything that made my life so perfect, but i have to accept that she is never coming home, and that in itself is enough to kill me