Difficulties (6/?)
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Canon
Pairing: GTOP
Rating: PG-17
Disclaimer: All Belong to God
Summary:
Sound of jazz music filling the room, the relaxing sounds bring Seunghyun’s mind wild. The sultry voice of the music reminds him of Jiyong, the way he called ‘hyung’ or just simply laugh. It’s seducing yet relaxing, always make Seunghyun want more. The silky voice is rich, delicate and innocent, Seunghyun want to hear that voice underneath him, all beg and surrender. With flushed skin and sweaty body, breathing labored, heartbeat racing.
[Read more...]And now that seducing voice humming some tune, its enough to make Seunghyun whole sanity clouded. Dark eyes roaming over the beauty in front of him, Seunghyun lost. Come to his range of vision is the definition of perfection. Delicate skin, pale but not unhealthy, broad shoulders covered with oversize tee, moving up and down as the delicate hands doing their job. Sometimes the fabrics slick down, revealing the pale milky skin underneath it, teasing Seunghyun’s already watering mouth. A slim waist, curvy but not too much, Seunghyun wants to wrap his arm around it, measuring it through the fabrics. Fingers will teasingly draw random pattern, to look if squirm will emerge by it. Shamelessly, eyes continue to relish, finally stop at the back of the neck. Pale skin glowing more by the mop of messy blue-pink-green, Seunghyun want to trace the pale skin with his lips, measuring the taste, the texture and the scent, or maybe the shudder.
Without he realize lazy legs make an eager move, until that inviting neck now in front of him. From this distance that skin looks even more beautiful, pale with a hint of pink. The owner doesn’t seem to realize Seunghyun presence behind him. Long fingers still busy with fruit, knife and cheese. Head shaking as he hums matching tune with the music background.
Seunghyun inched closer, now the scents overwhelming him. It’s sweet but so tempting. Mind already fogged by the temptation, Seunghyun want to play a bit. Leaning closer to the beauty, brushing his lips a bit, he whispered
“Hey”
The reaction he gets is incredible, he can feel Jiyong shuddered a bit under his touch, before Jiyong hiss as he cut his fingers with knife. Seunghyun seeing the chance easily reach the fingers before Jiyong could raise it, bring it to his mouth, and lick it without breaking eye contact with a still-shock Jiyong, whom eyes are widened, mouth hang open as Seunghyun continue with his ministration. Seunghyun continue to lick the long thin fingers, eyes still looking straight at Jiyong with seductive gaze, until he can see Jiyong surrender, wide eyes start to dim with pleasure, teeth biting his lower lips. That’s when Seunghyun have to do the next action. Thumbs reach Jiyong’s bottom lips, releasing it from the teeth, before he caressing it softly. As Jiyong eyes close from the touch, Seunghyun inched closer, closing the gap between them and sealed Jiyong lips with his.
“Sir?....I'm sorry Sir??”
A faint voice snapped Seunghyun from his wild imagination. The owner of the voice chuckles when he sees Seunghyun’s face through the mirror. Slowly Seunghyun try to compose himself, he cleared his throat and try to keep his mask as usual as he ask.
“Yes?”
“We arrived Sir”
The driver making sure to emphasize when he say ‘arrived’ and shooting him knowing look.
“Oh.. Yes. Thank you Mr. Kim, I will call you when I need you again”
Step out from his car, Seunghyun glancing at his driver, he can see the old man still giving him a knowing smile before the wrinkled face casting something of what seems like a realization. A frown found itself on Seunghyun’s face when the old man frantically roaming over the dashboard. Just as Seunghyun about to turn around and leave the driver calling him, too loud to his usual calm self.
“Sir, I’m sorry but are you gonna meet Mr. Kwon Jiyong?”
He raised his brows, just what this old man has something to do with his dongsaeng. Suddenly a familiar feeling crept over him, the feeling of protecting his dongsaeng. Is it call protective or possessive? Seunghyun still not quiet sure, or maybe both.
But seeing the man in front of him, as long as Seunghyun knows is a good person. So he tries to suppress the bad thought.
“Uh, yes. Why Mr. Kim? Do you know Jiyong?”
To his surprise his driver just lowering his head and handing him a notebook and a cap. Seunghyun is a bit taken aback by the sudden gesture. He reaches for the notebook, it’s simple and elegant design, looking at the cap Seunghyun’s eyes familiar with this, it’s one of Jiyong trademark cap. The one with the ‘GIYONGCHY’ thing.
“And what is this Mr. Kim?”
“Oh, I’m sorry Sir. It just my son is a big fan of G-Dragon, he keep saying that he is amazing and want to be like him. And he force me to give that notebook to him and asking for his autograph if I happen to accidentally meet G-Dragon”
His driver pause to give him a shy smile
“But back then I don’t really know G-Dragon very well and not sure what kind of person he is, is he good influence for my son or not. But seeing your face when you go to meet him I’m sure he is a good person. And if you don’t mind, I’m begging your help to handing it to Mr. Kwon Jiyong and ask his autograph on the cap. Please, it means a lot for my son.”
Mr. Kim continue his speech as he bowing deeply to Seunghyun, he is not sure how to react. But he understands. He decide to help this man out and end his own misery because his mind already screaming Jiyong.
“Okay Mr. Kim, I will hands it to him and ask for his outograph”
Seunghyun say as he waving goodbye to Mr. Kim before he then turn around and shouting “Jiyong is amazing person Mr. Kim!”
Jiyong is miracle
He can see Mr Kim smile warmly before Seunghyun dashing up to Jiyong place with smile plastered on his face despite the fluttering in his stomach which make him wants to vomitting. Here we go again. The pressure is too much, because this will be the start of his new phase of his life.
-
To say that Seunghyun nervous is an understatements, because he is a ball of uncertainty and insecurity right now. His nature of over thinking everything left him with so many what if and what if not in his mind all the way to Jiyong’s door.
Pause after pause on the walk here Seunghyun finally arrive at Jiyong’s door, butterflies fluttering wildly in his stomach, his breath suddenly feels heavy, palm sweaty with nervousness. He hesitantly ring the bell, eyes focusing on the bell as the trembling hands try to steady it self. Took a deep breath, he try to remember his latest imagination back then in his car.
Just be cool and make Jiyong yours Seunghyun.
Seunghyun try to convince him self and act as cool as usual, but it’s so difficult since now he already know Jiyong’s lips taste. A rush of blood suddenly felt in his whole body and Seunghyun try to ignore it. He rings the bell once again, but now he can hear a dog bark. Seunghyun feel relieve.
But his relieve slowly replace by an anxious since the door until now still not open. Insecurity starts to creep over Seunghyun, what if Jiyong forget and go outside instead? What if his plan is ruined? What if Jiyong just drunken talk back then and he already have girlfriend? Bouncing up and down on his feet out of habit when he is anxious. Bottom lips jutting out as he try to peek at the peephole, eyes scrunching in full concentration of getting Jiyong’s figure in it like he will find Jiyong there. Seunghyun feel stupid.
He straightened his posture, but when he inhale the door magically swing open revealing a very beautiful and glowing Jiyong. With the smile as bright as sunshine and the eyes as pure as diamonds, shouting his name with that child-like voice and twinkling eyes as sparkle as stars. Ugh.. Stop Seunghyun, you sound like a crazy inlove idiot! His mind scolding him, but he is love sick idiot right now and he don’t mind.
Seeing Jiyong bright smile, a warm gaze of the beauty make Seunghun feel like some hero, or like a husband who leave for work and Jiyong is his waiting wife who will erase all his stress just with warm hugs and sweet words like..
“I miss you”
WHAT?!?
Seunghyun blinks, still not realizing what actually happen. Not until Jiyong’s scents filled his nostril and a warm body enveloping his, Seunghyun understand the situation. Shit! Jiyong hugging me for real? And.. and did he really said he miss me?
Butterflies invading his whole body. Suddenly his brain is a puddle of giddiness, all his plan about seducing Jiyong and being cool is long forgotten as that a warm breath felt tickling his neck, shiver run down his spine, throat dry immediately. He clears his throat in attempt to get back his voice.
Seunghyun’s throat clearing startled Jiyong from his trance. OMG! I just jump onto him, hyung must be freak out!
Reluctantly Jiyong pull his body from the hugs, eyes looking anywhere but Seunghyun, he want to say something but his voice suddenly disappear. They stood there awkwardly for God knows how long.
Seunghyun just stood there, too shock to do anything. His mind keep repeating how Jiyong small frame throwing himself on him, thin arm wrapped themselves around Seunghyun shoulders, and the way Jiyong said ‘I miss you’ with that soft sultry voice of his. Tickling his ears and Seunghyun’s inside out.
“Ugh.. C..come in hyung” Jiyong say as he motioning Seunghyun to come in awkwardly, teeth biting his bottom lips, eyes look a bit hesitant as he force a smile.
“Y.. yea..yeah..”
Seunghyun just walk in uncomfortably, mind still dazzling from previous hugs. He just stand there without saying a thing, meanwhile Jiyong have to calming his heartbeat from embarrassed.
Once in a while Seunghyun glancing at Jiyong, but the younger seems busy in his own world as he frown and mumbled something Seunghyun’s ear can’t reach. Jiyong’s lips look as juicy as wine, jutting out and pouting teasingly. Something clicks in Seunghyun’s memories.
“Uhm.. Ji, I bring a wine here. I just got it yesterday. Wait, I’ll be back”
Jiyong, who mind still fighting with his heart rate, snapped by Seunghyun’s voice. He wants to say something but Seunghyun already pass him to the front door. As a flash he come back again with a bottle of wine in tug and a smile plastered over his face. And Jiyong’s sanity starts to crumble.
“Oh, I will take the glass and something to eat hyung, make your self at home”
Jiyong move in a flash from living room, but he not go directly to the kitchen. He storm to the bathroom and slamming the door shut. Leaning on the door, Jiyong try to calming his racing heart. Palm holding where his heart, as if it will prevent the stupid heart from bursting out and beating loudly in front of Seunghyun. The ticklish in his chest is overwhelming him, force it up to his cheeks and make his lips smile in giddy feeling. It’s impossible for him not to smile.
Seunghyun watch Jiyong rush to the bathroom, he manage to keep his cool mask until he heard the door shut. Seunghyun’s body collapse backward on the couch, a bottle of wine still on his hands. He just let it slid on the couch then frantically ruffles his hair in frustration way, groaning and cursing at his idiocy. What should I do? The little devil doesn’t even realize what he has done to Seunghyun.
Clicked sound of bathroom door disrupted Seunghyun’s musing. Jiyong step out from the bathroom with sheepish smile and awkwardly walking to the kitchen.
“Sorry hyung, I just.. you know nature needs”
Jiyong motioning his hands frantically trying to explain whatever he want to explain. The motion and Jiyong cute eyes make him look like cute fish in cartoon character, Seunghyun thought.
After parading a cute fish, finally Jiyong walking to the kitchen and take 2 glass and handed it to Seunghyun as he back again to the kitchen to find some snack.
“Ugh hyung I forget the fruit is run out. Can I make you something instead?”
That make Seunghyun thinking, he force an uneasy smile. Jiyong is not a good when it comes to cooking. He won’t take risk eating disaster and ruin the moments.
“Ah I know, you like my scramble eggs right? I will make it for you”
Jiyong shouting from the kitchen as he roaming the fridge to finds the ingredients. Actually all already in his hands, he just makes some excuse to calming his heart.
Shipping his wine, Seunghyun watch Jiyong from afar. From the living room all Seunghyun can see is the back view of Jiyong, making his mind travel to his earlier imagination. Whatever Jiyong will cook not matter anymore, as long as he can enjoy the view. Jiyong standing there, with short and oversize pink t-shirt, his slender little legs almost like a girl but still have manly side. Combined with short and the way he standing makes Jiyong like a kid in his hyung’s clothes. Seunghyun likes pink, especially if it’s combined with Jiyong. The bright color clung onto his skin making the milky skin more prominent. It’s glowing by the bright light of the kitchen. From his vision Jiyong is like a fairytale, Glowing skin and rainbow hair. Seunghyun want to taste it, he will doing as his imagination told him.
With the glass of wine on his hands, slowly and quietly his long legs making its way to the kitchen. The scene in his imagination flash in his head, Seunghyun smirk. This is gonna be fun. He just need to whisper to Jiyong, making him surprise, catch him in his arm then kiss him. Great.
Jiyong feels someone daggers his gaze on his neck, making him shiver. And that person coming closer and closer, his heart begin to beating hard as he can feel the air bring that person’s scents. He swings his body immediately, body colliding with others making him lurch backward and hit the kitchen counter. In front of him, a surprised Seunghyun who seems in pain as he hiss and holding his feet, pouting like a child. Jiyong almost laugh if not for the pained expression of Seunghyun start to appeal.
Seunghyun now hiss in pain, mentally cursing himself for even thinking the stupid plan, moreover run it and think it will work. Now he just ruins the mood. Hands keep massaging his feet, it’s hurt. He just got hit by a knife, fortunately not the blade, just the handle. It’s not bleeding but still it hurt too.
Jiyong’s growing eyes wide as he realizes that his knife laying there near Seunghyun’s feet. He must be hit by it. He feels more and more guilty when he see Seunghyun’s blazer and tee wet by the wine.
“OMG hyung I’m sorry! I’m so sorry.. I thought.. I feel someone coming closer, I.. I.. don’t know you already right behind me. OMG hyung your clothes, here let me help you get up and clean yourself”
Jiyong offering his hands to help Seunghyun get up, in swift motion Seunghyun manage to stand up and it startled Jiyong a bit. They are too close for their own good, but neither of them wants to add the gap or pull away. They just froze under each other eyes.
Unconsciously Seunghyun closing the gap, make Jiyong’s hands hanging dangerously near Seunghyun’s hips. Not believing his own sense Jiyong removes the hands to prevent it from holding Seunghyun’s hip. But the result is worse, because now his palm just in front of Seunghyun’s chest. Jiyong can feel it through the thin fabrics, It firm but not too muscular, it just right. Shit! Now I know how it feels in my palm I’m sure it will haunt me forever
Hesitantly Jiyong pull away his hands from the dangerous temptation, but his hand accidentally brushing Seunghyun’s nipple through the fabrics making Seunghyun let out quiet moan.
Eyes widening Jiyong pull away ungracefully, his hand make a frantic motion to clean up the mess on the floor. Kneeling, head keep facing down avoiding his hyung’s surprised face.
“Ugh.. I.. I’ll clean the mess, you can clean yourself in the bathroom. I will follow later with your change”
Seunghyun still stood there frozen with wide eyes and hands closing his gapping mouth. Did I just moan in front of him? Great Seunghyun, you just success on freaking him out! What if Jiyong think you are pervert? Not until Jiyong motioning him to go to the bathroom he get back his sense and rush to it as fast as he can.
Inside, Seunghyun start to recalling what just happen and cursing his horny self. God, this is so embarrassing! He washes his face in attempts to clearing his mind and refreshes his dizzy head. He stood there glaring at his own reflection as he tries to scolding it.
Jiyong just finish his cleaning and already have his big t-shirt and big but-not-so-long pants in his hands. He just about to go to the bathroom when the doorbell rings. Jiyong frown and go there to seeing who is coming. His eyes widened as he sees Hyunsuk’s face in the monitor’s view.
“Jiyong, are you home?”
The unique voice of his boss catch him off guard and he don’t know what to do, he shift nervously, pushing the open button unconsciously before he dash to the bathroom. Without thinking he slams the door open, and what he sees in there is unbelievable. There stood his hyung, topless with nothing but a trouser hanging on his million dollar legs, back facing Jiyong. The movements of the muscle combine with rather tan skin making Jiyong gulp. This is not the first time he seeing it, but his hyung rarely show his body and everytime he do it always getting better and better. So when that body facing him with a firm chest and define abs, Jiyong is not ready at all. Suddenly all his blood in his system boiling. This is too much.
“Jiyong!” Hyunsuk’s voice from the living room surprised both boys. How can he come in? Did I just push the button? Without thinking Jiyong grab Seunghyun and bring their body to the bath tub then closing the curtain and turn on the shower.
The sudden wash of the water surprise Seunghyun, he curse loudly before his mouth shuts by Jiyong hands.
“Shhh….”
“Jiyong are you in there?”
Hyunsuk voice from the livingroom sounds closer and closer, Jiyong biting his lips and close his eyes shut in panic way. Silently, praying that his boss will buy his lies.
Meanwhile Seunghyun just speechless with the position they are in. Jiyong is in his embrace, chest press to his, lips just a mere centimeter from his. He just need to leans forward and capture the juicy lips. Seunghyun’s insanity telling him to claim the boy right here and there, but his sanity still kick in him as he hear his boss voice across the door.
“Yes hyung, I will see you after I finish okay”
“Okay, I will go then”
After Hyunsuk’s footsteps faded the two boys release their breath and laugh. Because they can hear Hyunsuk mumbling something like ‘who open the door for him’. They keep laughing until they realize the situation they are in. Face too close.
Jiyong froze. Seunghyun’s is underneath him, wet, breath still heavy from laughing, making him look like sex God from heaven. He can feel Seunghyun’s heartbeat under his palm, it beating wildly just as fast as Jiyong’s heartbeat if not stronger. Every breath Seunghyun exhale, every beat Seunghyun’s heart taking under his palm waking whatever inside Jiyong, making him matching his own heartbeat, matching his own breath until they become one.
Jiyong want to trace it, every bit of Seunghyun. He want to know all of Seunghyun inside-out like he want show Seunghyun all of him.
The times Seunghyun feels Jiyong palm on his chest, and realize that Jiyong’s body on top of him. Seunghyun have to use all his willpower not to groaning by the sensation. And by the time Jiyong little fingers start to tracing his chest with random pattern he lost his control. A deep sexy groan emits from his lips and his hands automatically hold Jiyong’s hip firmly.
The sexy voice surprise Jiyong, with wide eyes he looking up at Seunghyun. As they staring at each other’s eyes, they get lost immediately. Jiyong try to get up, just to be stopped by Seunghyun’s arm firmly holding him close. His eyes widened, cheeks crimson red, he try avoid Seunghyun’s gaze and biting his bottom lips in nervous way.
Jiyong, being a nervous wreck he is, frown and mumbling incoherent words. Seunghyun seeing the adorable scene can’t take it anymore, he lift jiyong chin with his thumbs to make Jiyong see directly at Seunghyun’s eyes. And when their eyes meet, suddenly the air in their system stuck. Everything else disappears, just the love at each other eyes are remains. Slowly and sweetly Seunghyun captured Jiyong’s lips with his, molding their lips together in a sweet breath taking way.
Jiyong heart beating faster by the time his lips touches Seunghyun’s. He can help the electricity all over his body. The kiss is innocent but it sending every part of his body weak, even his heart. Butterflies fluttering in a wild way, all his body tickles by the tingling feeling caused by the beautiful lips molding his.
“Lets get clean first”
Seunghyun don’t mind continue devouring the sweet lips and move further. But as crazy as he can get, Seunghyun’s sanity still concern of Jiyong’s health. Getting sick after wet make out doesn’t sound like a good idea. So he tells Jiyong to get clean.
-
After make their way to get clean and wearing fresh clothes they back to the couch. Sitting there awkwardly side by side on the couch, making sure there is a gap between them.
Seunghyun, this time, is more composed because he starts to understand the situation. After the kiss at the bathroom his uncertainty slowly disappears. He starts to know where he will heading and what he want to do next. He always sure he wants Jiyong by the time he kiss him when Jiyong drunk. But just now he sure he can make the younger become his.
Although his insecurities still haunts him, what if Jiyong already have girlfriends? And why Seunghyun always the one make a move, did Jiyong really love me? Or how far Jiyong want to make this relationship heading? But he tries to suppress this thought. First thing first is how to get Jiyong.
Jiyong fidgeting with his sweater, he doesn’t know that he can be this nervous. Never in the world had Jiyong felt this confuse. He doesn’t know what his hyung thinking, why he kissed him or what is his feeling towards Jiyong. He want to ask so many question, but seeing his hyung calmly sipping his wine like nothing happen between them just a moments ago making him unsure.
Jiyong’s train of thought interrupts by a cold sensation on his cheek. And when he blinks his hyung’s smiley face mere inch away from his. Making him jumps in shock
The deep laughter of his hyung, sent shiver down his spine, butterflies can’t stop fluttering in his stomach. His chest feels heavy by the sensation. But watching the dimpled face of his hyung, it makes his heart warm. His hyung is such a bright child if he let his guard off.
“Ahahaaa… You should see your face Ji, it’s priceless! Hahahahaa”
Seunghyun’s can’t hold his laughter, he aim it to be a seductive move like he had imagine, but seeing Jiyong’s shock face really crack him up. It’s cute yet so funny, Jiyong like a chipmunk who just caught stealing some peanuts. He try to catch his breath and steaing glance at Jiyong who already sulking, his lips form a full pout, face showing a big annoyance. This is his Jiyong, whiny and adorable.
Move to sitting right beside Jiyong, who automatically turn opposite Seunghyun’s in an sulky way of his. Seunghyun just smile seeing this, happy that his dongsaeng has back.
“Ji..?”
“…”
Seunghyun try to reach his hands on Jiyong shoulders, but Jiyong shrugs it off.
“Hey, look at me”
“…”
Smirking, Seunghyun has a better plan.
“Look at here Ji, hyung has something for you”
Sense a present Jiyong’s guard loosening a bit, with a huff he reluctantly turn around facing his hyung with eyes still close in attempts to ignore his hyung. To his surprise, a soft lip suddenly touching his. Jiyong’s eyes shoot open in shock. Body froze, mind still registered what had happen. As the familiar lips start to mold his own in sensual way, Jiyong close his eyes and moving his lips in sync. The sensation he feel when the tongue exploring his hot cavern and the way it nibbling and teasing his bottom lips somehow feels oddly familiar. Something at the back of his memories tells something but Jiyong can put his fingers on it. He shrug it and decide to just not thinking, savoring this moments to place it in his memory forever. Letting his all in this kiss, no hides, no pretends.
Seunghyun whine when those sinful lips leaving his, soon his whine answered by lips attacking his passionately as Jiyong straddling his lap, wriggle around making himself comfortable. The friction cause a deep groan escapes from Seunghyun lips. He tightened his hold, bring Jiyong’s body closer to make more friction.
The deep groan aroused Jiyong more than he already did. He moan when the calloused hands slip in his sweater, the sensation of Seunghyun hands against his skin and warm lips nibbling his neck is enough to make him wild. Jiyong scoot closer, making sure his groin meeting Seunghyun’s. He thrust and rotates his hips against Seunghyun in circular motion.
“J..Jjiyong! oohhhh……ughhh….”
His hyung sensual moan encourages him to move faster, lips attacking the older’s neck. Bitting and nibbling it until it swollen.
“God.. hyuuung aaahhhhh”
Jiyong almost come from the sensation of his hyung sinful tongue attacking his nipple. He reach his hands to cup Seunghyun’s face and bring him for a passionate kiss. Hips still moving together creating a friction.
“Seunghyun aaahhhh…”
Hearing his name from the sultry voice stirring something in Seunghyun.
“Lets come together baby”
With a couple of long passionate kiss and thrust they come together shouting each other name. Seunghyun just collapse backward, Jiyong following after in Seunghyun embrace.
After calming his breath, Seunghyun stroke Jiyong’s back in comforting motion who don’t want to move from Seunghyun comfortable lap. Jiyong smile, leaning to Seunhyun’s touch. He give Seunghyun’s shoulders a peck.
“What is this hyung? Now we have to change our clothes again. You know that is the biggest pants I have for you ”
Seunghyun’s deep laughter filling the room, Jiyong is giggling on Seunghyun’s embrace. The air is warm because they feel content of each other presence.
“Be mine Ji.. Please be mine”
Jiyong pulling himself up, enough to have better view of Seunghyun’s face. He still can’t believe his ear, so he look at his hyung’s eyes demanding for confirmation.
Seunghyun smile gently, caressing his dongsaeng’s soft cheek with the back of his hands and repeats his words one again. Looking straight to Jiyong’s eyes so he can see it.
“Kwon Jiyong, would you be mine?”
“I…I..”
Jiyong stuttering, he wants to say yes but his lips can’t make coherent words. The deafening sounds of Jiyong phone interrupting them. He ignore it and try to talk again. But the caller insist, so Seunghyun motioning Jiyong to accept it first.
If he being honest Seunghyun annoyed at the caller, but he choose Jiyong to accept it first so the person won’t interrupting them again. But, the warm smile on Jiyong face when he sees the caller make Seunghyun think that he will regret his choice later.
“Kiko, what happen? Are you crying?”
A sinking feeling creeps to his heart as Jiyong mouthing ‘I’ll be back’ and rush to his room with full concern on his face. Leaving Seunghyun alone in the living room with insecurity back to his mind.
Pairing: GTOP
Rating: PG-17
Disclaimer: All Belong to God
Summary:
Sound of jazz music filling the room, the relaxing sounds bring Seunghyun’s mind wild. The sultry voice of the music reminds him of Jiyong, the way he called ‘hyung’ or just simply laugh. It’s seducing yet relaxing, always make Seunghyun want more. The silky voice is rich, delicate and innocent, Seunghyun want to hear that voice underneath him, all beg and surrender. With flushed skin and sweaty body, breathing labored, heartbeat racing.
[Read more...]And now that seducing voice humming some tune, its enough to make Seunghyun whole sanity clouded. Dark eyes roaming over the beauty in front of him, Seunghyun lost. Come to his range of vision is the definition of perfection. Delicate skin, pale but not unhealthy, broad shoulders covered with oversize tee, moving up and down as the delicate hands doing their job. Sometimes the fabrics slick down, revealing the pale milky skin underneath it, teasing Seunghyun’s already watering mouth. A slim waist, curvy but not too much, Seunghyun wants to wrap his arm around it, measuring it through the fabrics. Fingers will teasingly draw random pattern, to look if squirm will emerge by it. Shamelessly, eyes continue to relish, finally stop at the back of the neck. Pale skin glowing more by the mop of messy blue-pink-green, Seunghyun want to trace the pale skin with his lips, measuring the taste, the texture and the scent, or maybe the shudder.
Without he realize lazy legs make an eager move, until that inviting neck now in front of him. From this distance that skin looks even more beautiful, pale with a hint of pink. The owner doesn’t seem to realize Seunghyun presence behind him. Long fingers still busy with fruit, knife and cheese. Head shaking as he hums matching tune with the music background.
Seunghyun inched closer, now the scents overwhelming him. It’s sweet but so tempting. Mind already fogged by the temptation, Seunghyun want to play a bit. Leaning closer to the beauty, brushing his lips a bit, he whispered
“Hey”
The reaction he gets is incredible, he can feel Jiyong shuddered a bit under his touch, before Jiyong hiss as he cut his fingers with knife. Seunghyun seeing the chance easily reach the fingers before Jiyong could raise it, bring it to his mouth, and lick it without breaking eye contact with a still-shock Jiyong, whom eyes are widened, mouth hang open as Seunghyun continue with his ministration. Seunghyun continue to lick the long thin fingers, eyes still looking straight at Jiyong with seductive gaze, until he can see Jiyong surrender, wide eyes start to dim with pleasure, teeth biting his lower lips. That’s when Seunghyun have to do the next action. Thumbs reach Jiyong’s bottom lips, releasing it from the teeth, before he caressing it softly. As Jiyong eyes close from the touch, Seunghyun inched closer, closing the gap between them and sealed Jiyong lips with his.
“Sir?....I'm sorry Sir??”
A faint voice snapped Seunghyun from his wild imagination. The owner of the voice chuckles when he sees Seunghyun’s face through the mirror. Slowly Seunghyun try to compose himself, he cleared his throat and try to keep his mask as usual as he ask.
“Yes?”
“We arrived Sir”
The driver making sure to emphasize when he say ‘arrived’ and shooting him knowing look.
“Oh.. Yes. Thank you Mr. Kim, I will call you when I need you again”
Step out from his car, Seunghyun glancing at his driver, he can see the old man still giving him a knowing smile before the wrinkled face casting something of what seems like a realization. A frown found itself on Seunghyun’s face when the old man frantically roaming over the dashboard. Just as Seunghyun about to turn around and leave the driver calling him, too loud to his usual calm self.
“Sir, I’m sorry but are you gonna meet Mr. Kwon Jiyong?”
He raised his brows, just what this old man has something to do with his dongsaeng. Suddenly a familiar feeling crept over him, the feeling of protecting his dongsaeng. Is it call protective or possessive? Seunghyun still not quiet sure, or maybe both.
But seeing the man in front of him, as long as Seunghyun knows is a good person. So he tries to suppress the bad thought.
“Uh, yes. Why Mr. Kim? Do you know Jiyong?”
To his surprise his driver just lowering his head and handing him a notebook and a cap. Seunghyun is a bit taken aback by the sudden gesture. He reaches for the notebook, it’s simple and elegant design, looking at the cap Seunghyun’s eyes familiar with this, it’s one of Jiyong trademark cap. The one with the ‘GIYONGCHY’ thing.
“And what is this Mr. Kim?”
“Oh, I’m sorry Sir. It just my son is a big fan of G-Dragon, he keep saying that he is amazing and want to be like him. And he force me to give that notebook to him and asking for his autograph if I happen to accidentally meet G-Dragon”
His driver pause to give him a shy smile
“But back then I don’t really know G-Dragon very well and not sure what kind of person he is, is he good influence for my son or not. But seeing your face when you go to meet him I’m sure he is a good person. And if you don’t mind, I’m begging your help to handing it to Mr. Kwon Jiyong and ask his autograph on the cap. Please, it means a lot for my son.”
Mr. Kim continue his speech as he bowing deeply to Seunghyun, he is not sure how to react. But he understands. He decide to help this man out and end his own misery because his mind already screaming Jiyong.
“Okay Mr. Kim, I will hands it to him and ask for his outograph”
Seunghyun say as he waving goodbye to Mr. Kim before he then turn around and shouting “Jiyong is amazing person Mr. Kim!”
Jiyong is miracle
He can see Mr Kim smile warmly before Seunghyun dashing up to Jiyong place with smile plastered on his face despite the fluttering in his stomach which make him wants to vomitting. Here we go again. The pressure is too much, because this will be the start of his new phase of his life.
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To say that Seunghyun nervous is an understatements, because he is a ball of uncertainty and insecurity right now. His nature of over thinking everything left him with so many what if and what if not in his mind all the way to Jiyong’s door.
Pause after pause on the walk here Seunghyun finally arrive at Jiyong’s door, butterflies fluttering wildly in his stomach, his breath suddenly feels heavy, palm sweaty with nervousness. He hesitantly ring the bell, eyes focusing on the bell as the trembling hands try to steady it self. Took a deep breath, he try to remember his latest imagination back then in his car.
Just be cool and make Jiyong yours Seunghyun.
Seunghyun try to convince him self and act as cool as usual, but it’s so difficult since now he already know Jiyong’s lips taste. A rush of blood suddenly felt in his whole body and Seunghyun try to ignore it. He rings the bell once again, but now he can hear a dog bark. Seunghyun feel relieve.
But his relieve slowly replace by an anxious since the door until now still not open. Insecurity starts to creep over Seunghyun, what if Jiyong forget and go outside instead? What if his plan is ruined? What if Jiyong just drunken talk back then and he already have girlfriend? Bouncing up and down on his feet out of habit when he is anxious. Bottom lips jutting out as he try to peek at the peephole, eyes scrunching in full concentration of getting Jiyong’s figure in it like he will find Jiyong there. Seunghyun feel stupid.
He straightened his posture, but when he inhale the door magically swing open revealing a very beautiful and glowing Jiyong. With the smile as bright as sunshine and the eyes as pure as diamonds, shouting his name with that child-like voice and twinkling eyes as sparkle as stars. Ugh.. Stop Seunghyun, you sound like a crazy inlove idiot! His mind scolding him, but he is love sick idiot right now and he don’t mind.
Seeing Jiyong bright smile, a warm gaze of the beauty make Seunghun feel like some hero, or like a husband who leave for work and Jiyong is his waiting wife who will erase all his stress just with warm hugs and sweet words like..
“I miss you”
WHAT?!?
Seunghyun blinks, still not realizing what actually happen. Not until Jiyong’s scents filled his nostril and a warm body enveloping his, Seunghyun understand the situation. Shit! Jiyong hugging me for real? And.. and did he really said he miss me?
Butterflies invading his whole body. Suddenly his brain is a puddle of giddiness, all his plan about seducing Jiyong and being cool is long forgotten as that a warm breath felt tickling his neck, shiver run down his spine, throat dry immediately. He clears his throat in attempt to get back his voice.
Seunghyun’s throat clearing startled Jiyong from his trance. OMG! I just jump onto him, hyung must be freak out!
Reluctantly Jiyong pull his body from the hugs, eyes looking anywhere but Seunghyun, he want to say something but his voice suddenly disappear. They stood there awkwardly for God knows how long.
Seunghyun just stood there, too shock to do anything. His mind keep repeating how Jiyong small frame throwing himself on him, thin arm wrapped themselves around Seunghyun shoulders, and the way Jiyong said ‘I miss you’ with that soft sultry voice of his. Tickling his ears and Seunghyun’s inside out.
“Ugh.. C..come in hyung” Jiyong say as he motioning Seunghyun to come in awkwardly, teeth biting his bottom lips, eyes look a bit hesitant as he force a smile.
“Y.. yea..yeah..”
Seunghyun just walk in uncomfortably, mind still dazzling from previous hugs. He just stand there without saying a thing, meanwhile Jiyong have to calming his heartbeat from embarrassed.
Once in a while Seunghyun glancing at Jiyong, but the younger seems busy in his own world as he frown and mumbled something Seunghyun’s ear can’t reach. Jiyong’s lips look as juicy as wine, jutting out and pouting teasingly. Something clicks in Seunghyun’s memories.
“Uhm.. Ji, I bring a wine here. I just got it yesterday. Wait, I’ll be back”
Jiyong, who mind still fighting with his heart rate, snapped by Seunghyun’s voice. He wants to say something but Seunghyun already pass him to the front door. As a flash he come back again with a bottle of wine in tug and a smile plastered over his face. And Jiyong’s sanity starts to crumble.
“Oh, I will take the glass and something to eat hyung, make your self at home”
Jiyong move in a flash from living room, but he not go directly to the kitchen. He storm to the bathroom and slamming the door shut. Leaning on the door, Jiyong try to calming his racing heart. Palm holding where his heart, as if it will prevent the stupid heart from bursting out and beating loudly in front of Seunghyun. The ticklish in his chest is overwhelming him, force it up to his cheeks and make his lips smile in giddy feeling. It’s impossible for him not to smile.
Seunghyun watch Jiyong rush to the bathroom, he manage to keep his cool mask until he heard the door shut. Seunghyun’s body collapse backward on the couch, a bottle of wine still on his hands. He just let it slid on the couch then frantically ruffles his hair in frustration way, groaning and cursing at his idiocy. What should I do? The little devil doesn’t even realize what he has done to Seunghyun.
Clicked sound of bathroom door disrupted Seunghyun’s musing. Jiyong step out from the bathroom with sheepish smile and awkwardly walking to the kitchen.
“Sorry hyung, I just.. you know nature needs”
Jiyong motioning his hands frantically trying to explain whatever he want to explain. The motion and Jiyong cute eyes make him look like cute fish in cartoon character, Seunghyun thought.
After parading a cute fish, finally Jiyong walking to the kitchen and take 2 glass and handed it to Seunghyun as he back again to the kitchen to find some snack.
“Ugh hyung I forget the fruit is run out. Can I make you something instead?”
That make Seunghyun thinking, he force an uneasy smile. Jiyong is not a good when it comes to cooking. He won’t take risk eating disaster and ruin the moments.
“Ah I know, you like my scramble eggs right? I will make it for you”
Jiyong shouting from the kitchen as he roaming the fridge to finds the ingredients. Actually all already in his hands, he just makes some excuse to calming his heart.
Shipping his wine, Seunghyun watch Jiyong from afar. From the living room all Seunghyun can see is the back view of Jiyong, making his mind travel to his earlier imagination. Whatever Jiyong will cook not matter anymore, as long as he can enjoy the view. Jiyong standing there, with short and oversize pink t-shirt, his slender little legs almost like a girl but still have manly side. Combined with short and the way he standing makes Jiyong like a kid in his hyung’s clothes. Seunghyun likes pink, especially if it’s combined with Jiyong. The bright color clung onto his skin making the milky skin more prominent. It’s glowing by the bright light of the kitchen. From his vision Jiyong is like a fairytale, Glowing skin and rainbow hair. Seunghyun want to taste it, he will doing as his imagination told him.
With the glass of wine on his hands, slowly and quietly his long legs making its way to the kitchen. The scene in his imagination flash in his head, Seunghyun smirk. This is gonna be fun. He just need to whisper to Jiyong, making him surprise, catch him in his arm then kiss him. Great.
Jiyong feels someone daggers his gaze on his neck, making him shiver. And that person coming closer and closer, his heart begin to beating hard as he can feel the air bring that person’s scents. He swings his body immediately, body colliding with others making him lurch backward and hit the kitchen counter. In front of him, a surprised Seunghyun who seems in pain as he hiss and holding his feet, pouting like a child. Jiyong almost laugh if not for the pained expression of Seunghyun start to appeal.
Seunghyun now hiss in pain, mentally cursing himself for even thinking the stupid plan, moreover run it and think it will work. Now he just ruins the mood. Hands keep massaging his feet, it’s hurt. He just got hit by a knife, fortunately not the blade, just the handle. It’s not bleeding but still it hurt too.
Jiyong’s growing eyes wide as he realizes that his knife laying there near Seunghyun’s feet. He must be hit by it. He feels more and more guilty when he see Seunghyun’s blazer and tee wet by the wine.
“OMG hyung I’m sorry! I’m so sorry.. I thought.. I feel someone coming closer, I.. I.. don’t know you already right behind me. OMG hyung your clothes, here let me help you get up and clean yourself”
Jiyong offering his hands to help Seunghyun get up, in swift motion Seunghyun manage to stand up and it startled Jiyong a bit. They are too close for their own good, but neither of them wants to add the gap or pull away. They just froze under each other eyes.
Unconsciously Seunghyun closing the gap, make Jiyong’s hands hanging dangerously near Seunghyun’s hips. Not believing his own sense Jiyong removes the hands to prevent it from holding Seunghyun’s hip. But the result is worse, because now his palm just in front of Seunghyun’s chest. Jiyong can feel it through the thin fabrics, It firm but not too muscular, it just right. Shit! Now I know how it feels in my palm I’m sure it will haunt me forever
Hesitantly Jiyong pull away his hands from the dangerous temptation, but his hand accidentally brushing Seunghyun’s nipple through the fabrics making Seunghyun let out quiet moan.
Eyes widening Jiyong pull away ungracefully, his hand make a frantic motion to clean up the mess on the floor. Kneeling, head keep facing down avoiding his hyung’s surprised face.
“Ugh.. I.. I’ll clean the mess, you can clean yourself in the bathroom. I will follow later with your change”
Seunghyun still stood there frozen with wide eyes and hands closing his gapping mouth. Did I just moan in front of him? Great Seunghyun, you just success on freaking him out! What if Jiyong think you are pervert? Not until Jiyong motioning him to go to the bathroom he get back his sense and rush to it as fast as he can.
Inside, Seunghyun start to recalling what just happen and cursing his horny self. God, this is so embarrassing! He washes his face in attempts to clearing his mind and refreshes his dizzy head. He stood there glaring at his own reflection as he tries to scolding it.
Jiyong just finish his cleaning and already have his big t-shirt and big but-not-so-long pants in his hands. He just about to go to the bathroom when the doorbell rings. Jiyong frown and go there to seeing who is coming. His eyes widened as he sees Hyunsuk’s face in the monitor’s view.
“Jiyong, are you home?”
The unique voice of his boss catch him off guard and he don’t know what to do, he shift nervously, pushing the open button unconsciously before he dash to the bathroom. Without thinking he slams the door open, and what he sees in there is unbelievable. There stood his hyung, topless with nothing but a trouser hanging on his million dollar legs, back facing Jiyong. The movements of the muscle combine with rather tan skin making Jiyong gulp. This is not the first time he seeing it, but his hyung rarely show his body and everytime he do it always getting better and better. So when that body facing him with a firm chest and define abs, Jiyong is not ready at all. Suddenly all his blood in his system boiling. This is too much.
“Jiyong!” Hyunsuk’s voice from the living room surprised both boys. How can he come in? Did I just push the button? Without thinking Jiyong grab Seunghyun and bring their body to the bath tub then closing the curtain and turn on the shower.
The sudden wash of the water surprise Seunghyun, he curse loudly before his mouth shuts by Jiyong hands.
“Shhh….”
“Jiyong are you in there?”
Hyunsuk voice from the livingroom sounds closer and closer, Jiyong biting his lips and close his eyes shut in panic way. Silently, praying that his boss will buy his lies.
Meanwhile Seunghyun just speechless with the position they are in. Jiyong is in his embrace, chest press to his, lips just a mere centimeter from his. He just need to leans forward and capture the juicy lips. Seunghyun’s insanity telling him to claim the boy right here and there, but his sanity still kick in him as he hear his boss voice across the door.
“Yes hyung, I will see you after I finish okay”
“Okay, I will go then”
After Hyunsuk’s footsteps faded the two boys release their breath and laugh. Because they can hear Hyunsuk mumbling something like ‘who open the door for him’. They keep laughing until they realize the situation they are in. Face too close.
Jiyong froze. Seunghyun’s is underneath him, wet, breath still heavy from laughing, making him look like sex God from heaven. He can feel Seunghyun’s heartbeat under his palm, it beating wildly just as fast as Jiyong’s heartbeat if not stronger. Every breath Seunghyun exhale, every beat Seunghyun’s heart taking under his palm waking whatever inside Jiyong, making him matching his own heartbeat, matching his own breath until they become one.
Jiyong want to trace it, every bit of Seunghyun. He want to know all of Seunghyun inside-out like he want show Seunghyun all of him.
The times Seunghyun feels Jiyong palm on his chest, and realize that Jiyong’s body on top of him. Seunghyun have to use all his willpower not to groaning by the sensation. And by the time Jiyong little fingers start to tracing his chest with random pattern he lost his control. A deep sexy groan emits from his lips and his hands automatically hold Jiyong’s hip firmly.
The sexy voice surprise Jiyong, with wide eyes he looking up at Seunghyun. As they staring at each other’s eyes, they get lost immediately. Jiyong try to get up, just to be stopped by Seunghyun’s arm firmly holding him close. His eyes widened, cheeks crimson red, he try avoid Seunghyun’s gaze and biting his bottom lips in nervous way.
Jiyong, being a nervous wreck he is, frown and mumbling incoherent words. Seunghyun seeing the adorable scene can’t take it anymore, he lift jiyong chin with his thumbs to make Jiyong see directly at Seunghyun’s eyes. And when their eyes meet, suddenly the air in their system stuck. Everything else disappears, just the love at each other eyes are remains. Slowly and sweetly Seunghyun captured Jiyong’s lips with his, molding their lips together in a sweet breath taking way.
Jiyong heart beating faster by the time his lips touches Seunghyun’s. He can help the electricity all over his body. The kiss is innocent but it sending every part of his body weak, even his heart. Butterflies fluttering in a wild way, all his body tickles by the tingling feeling caused by the beautiful lips molding his.
“Lets get clean first”
Seunghyun don’t mind continue devouring the sweet lips and move further. But as crazy as he can get, Seunghyun’s sanity still concern of Jiyong’s health. Getting sick after wet make out doesn’t sound like a good idea. So he tells Jiyong to get clean.
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After make their way to get clean and wearing fresh clothes they back to the couch. Sitting there awkwardly side by side on the couch, making sure there is a gap between them.
Seunghyun, this time, is more composed because he starts to understand the situation. After the kiss at the bathroom his uncertainty slowly disappears. He starts to know where he will heading and what he want to do next. He always sure he wants Jiyong by the time he kiss him when Jiyong drunk. But just now he sure he can make the younger become his.
Although his insecurities still haunts him, what if Jiyong already have girlfriends? And why Seunghyun always the one make a move, did Jiyong really love me? Or how far Jiyong want to make this relationship heading? But he tries to suppress this thought. First thing first is how to get Jiyong.
Jiyong fidgeting with his sweater, he doesn’t know that he can be this nervous. Never in the world had Jiyong felt this confuse. He doesn’t know what his hyung thinking, why he kissed him or what is his feeling towards Jiyong. He want to ask so many question, but seeing his hyung calmly sipping his wine like nothing happen between them just a moments ago making him unsure.
Jiyong’s train of thought interrupts by a cold sensation on his cheek. And when he blinks his hyung’s smiley face mere inch away from his. Making him jumps in shock
The deep laughter of his hyung, sent shiver down his spine, butterflies can’t stop fluttering in his stomach. His chest feels heavy by the sensation. But watching the dimpled face of his hyung, it makes his heart warm. His hyung is such a bright child if he let his guard off.
“Ahahaaa… You should see your face Ji, it’s priceless! Hahahahaa”
Seunghyun’s can’t hold his laughter, he aim it to be a seductive move like he had imagine, but seeing Jiyong’s shock face really crack him up. It’s cute yet so funny, Jiyong like a chipmunk who just caught stealing some peanuts. He try to catch his breath and steaing glance at Jiyong who already sulking, his lips form a full pout, face showing a big annoyance. This is his Jiyong, whiny and adorable.
Move to sitting right beside Jiyong, who automatically turn opposite Seunghyun’s in an sulky way of his. Seunghyun just smile seeing this, happy that his dongsaeng has back.
“Ji..?”
“…”
Seunghyun try to reach his hands on Jiyong shoulders, but Jiyong shrugs it off.
“Hey, look at me”
“…”
Smirking, Seunghyun has a better plan.
“Look at here Ji, hyung has something for you”
Sense a present Jiyong’s guard loosening a bit, with a huff he reluctantly turn around facing his hyung with eyes still close in attempts to ignore his hyung. To his surprise, a soft lip suddenly touching his. Jiyong’s eyes shoot open in shock. Body froze, mind still registered what had happen. As the familiar lips start to mold his own in sensual way, Jiyong close his eyes and moving his lips in sync. The sensation he feel when the tongue exploring his hot cavern and the way it nibbling and teasing his bottom lips somehow feels oddly familiar. Something at the back of his memories tells something but Jiyong can put his fingers on it. He shrug it and decide to just not thinking, savoring this moments to place it in his memory forever. Letting his all in this kiss, no hides, no pretends.
Seunghyun whine when those sinful lips leaving his, soon his whine answered by lips attacking his passionately as Jiyong straddling his lap, wriggle around making himself comfortable. The friction cause a deep groan escapes from Seunghyun lips. He tightened his hold, bring Jiyong’s body closer to make more friction.
The deep groan aroused Jiyong more than he already did. He moan when the calloused hands slip in his sweater, the sensation of Seunghyun hands against his skin and warm lips nibbling his neck is enough to make him wild. Jiyong scoot closer, making sure his groin meeting Seunghyun’s. He thrust and rotates his hips against Seunghyun in circular motion.
“J..Jjiyong! oohhhh……ughhh….”
His hyung sensual moan encourages him to move faster, lips attacking the older’s neck. Bitting and nibbling it until it swollen.
“God.. hyuuung aaahhhhh”
Jiyong almost come from the sensation of his hyung sinful tongue attacking his nipple. He reach his hands to cup Seunghyun’s face and bring him for a passionate kiss. Hips still moving together creating a friction.
“Seunghyun aaahhhh…”
Hearing his name from the sultry voice stirring something in Seunghyun.
“Lets come together baby”
With a couple of long passionate kiss and thrust they come together shouting each other name. Seunghyun just collapse backward, Jiyong following after in Seunghyun embrace.
After calming his breath, Seunghyun stroke Jiyong’s back in comforting motion who don’t want to move from Seunghyun comfortable lap. Jiyong smile, leaning to Seunhyun’s touch. He give Seunghyun’s shoulders a peck.
“What is this hyung? Now we have to change our clothes again. You know that is the biggest pants I have for you ”
Seunghyun’s deep laughter filling the room, Jiyong is giggling on Seunghyun’s embrace. The air is warm because they feel content of each other presence.
“Be mine Ji.. Please be mine”
Jiyong pulling himself up, enough to have better view of Seunghyun’s face. He still can’t believe his ear, so he look at his hyung’s eyes demanding for confirmation.
Seunghyun smile gently, caressing his dongsaeng’s soft cheek with the back of his hands and repeats his words one again. Looking straight to Jiyong’s eyes so he can see it.
“Kwon Jiyong, would you be mine?”
“I…I..”
Jiyong stuttering, he wants to say yes but his lips can’t make coherent words. The deafening sounds of Jiyong phone interrupting them. He ignore it and try to talk again. But the caller insist, so Seunghyun motioning Jiyong to accept it first.
If he being honest Seunghyun annoyed at the caller, but he choose Jiyong to accept it first so the person won’t interrupting them again. But, the warm smile on Jiyong face when he sees the caller make Seunghyun think that he will regret his choice later.
“Kiko, what happen? Are you crying?”
A sinking feeling creeps to his heart as Jiyong mouthing ‘I’ll be back’ and rush to his room with full concern on his face. Leaving Seunghyun alone in the living room with insecurity back to his mind.