Jan 21, 2011 22:40
Well, maybe that's pushing it, but it was good to play catch up. Of course, Because it'd be too easy if my brain wasn't preoccupied with something unrelated... I'm stewing in confusion at my own shit. Like.. Have you ever done something, that should have made you exceptionally guilt ridden... but it didn't? Yeah. I've had a moment like that in my past. I -still- don't feel bad about it. What's with that? I've done such lesser things, and been eaten away with guilt.. So why not that one thing? I can't say, obviously.. but it bothers me. I know I'm not a sociopath.. as I'm -capable- of feeling guilt.
Maybe this is just the gin talking.. but wtf self. Way to drop the guilt ball. I shouldn't complain, I suppose.. but truly, WTF. How're you gonna be picky about shit in this way? Disgusting.