buenos dias!
so... long time no see... latest post have been on myspace, although i think most people read this if they wanna know whats going on with me so im thinkin ill do a little cut and paste job...
so.. recent news (even more recent than myspace blogs) im no longer single. i'm not counting my chickens or anything but i've met a wonderful man (yes i said it 'MAN'- im done with boys) his name is Jarrod... I think I could pick his brain for hours. I'm pretty convinced that he is absolutely brilliant- I've finally found a guy that just might be smarter than me! WOOHOO! *dances around the room naked* everything he says, he says with such passion. like i said before, I am not counting my chickens... I'm gonna take this one pretty slow. I tend to jump into the water without checking the temperature (to make sure i dont get hypothermia) first. so this time around, i'm putting my toes in first and easing in. we'll see where the road leads...
I shot (not bang bang)- (took pictures) a birthday party this weekend. 7 rolls of film. i'm hoping they come out ok. this is the first shoot ive done where i didnt handle the developing myself, so i'm a little uneasy about someone else seeing my work before me. all well... it was nice to be doing something i love for a change...
matt says hes moving back to portland weekend after next...hmmf
pride is this coming weekend (bohhummbug)
in the last couple of months ive made a new (STRAIGHT- can you believe it?) friend. Scott.. He has 3 beautiful children and a corky slightly dry (in a good way) sense of humor.. I'm in love with his baby Joshua...
(My ex fiance) matt.. whew.. what to say. I was really upset about the way things ended for probably longer than i should have been. but he came over awhile back and i kept him up til like 4am bombarding him with questions. When he left I felt just as lost and butthurt as before... that is until i took some "me" time to reflect on everything. and i realized... i loved him- still love him even.. just lost the "in love" part, probably months before the break up... thinking about it now, if he didnt break up with me, i would have broken up with him. a military guy just doesnt shuffle well with my deck of cards anyhow. but im happy to report that he is doing well (as am i)... thats about it for now... see ya'll in another few months (lol) TTFN! ~Cass
so.. recent news (even more recent than myspace blogs) im no longer single. i'm not counting my chickens or anything but i've met a wonderful man (yes i said it 'MAN'- im done with boys) his name is Jarrod... I think I could pick his brain for hours. I'm pretty convinced that he is absolutely brilliant- I've finally found a guy that just might be smarter than me! WOOHOO! *dances around the room naked* everything he says, he says with such passion. like i said before, I am not counting my chickens... I'm gonna take this one pretty slow. I tend to jump into the water without checking the temperature (to make sure i dont get hypothermia) first. so this time around, i'm putting my toes in first and easing in. we'll see where the road leads...
I shot (not bang bang)- (took pictures) a birthday party this weekend. 7 rolls of film. i'm hoping they come out ok. this is the first shoot ive done where i didnt handle the developing myself, so i'm a little uneasy about someone else seeing my work before me. all well... it was nice to be doing something i love for a change...
matt says hes moving back to portland weekend after next...hmmf
pride is this coming weekend (bohhummbug)
in the last couple of months ive made a new (STRAIGHT- can you believe it?) friend. Scott.. He has 3 beautiful children and a corky slightly dry (in a good way) sense of humor.. I'm in love with his baby Joshua...
(My ex fiance) matt.. whew.. what to say. I was really upset about the way things ended for probably longer than i should have been. but he came over awhile back and i kept him up til like 4am bombarding him with questions. When he left I felt just as lost and butthurt as before... that is until i took some "me" time to reflect on everything. and i realized... i loved him- still love him even.. just lost the "in love" part, probably months before the break up... thinking about it now, if he didnt break up with me, i would have broken up with him. a military guy just doesnt shuffle well with my deck of cards anyhow. but im happy to report that he is doing well (as am i)... thats about it for now... see ya'll in another few months (lol) TTFN! ~Cass