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so it seems like the only time i ever write in this is to bitch and complain ( Read more... )

I seriously cant stand shit anymore....fuck you and fuck everyone else.....i cant stand loosing people...i cant trust people...i swear to god that every single person is out to get me.....i sometimes wonder if "love" is ever truely worth it.....is anything worth all of this? im tired of crying...tired of fighting...tired on putting on a facade ( Read more... )

I LOVE ANTHONY MICHAEL FIORELLI!!!!!!!!!!!

w/o him i'd be nothing

Whachu looking at negro?

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i fucking hate friends.....i dont see the point in having them.....all you girls are fucking petty...fuck that...i got a whole arsnol of shit to shoot back at you ( Read more... )

So today sucked...like everyday...work sucked and when i came home from work i got bitched at...my mom tells me that shes tired of dealing with me and shes putting it in the hands of my father...who i hate and who she hasnt spoken to in 10 years....so fuck family....sometimes they can destroy you before you can love them.....but tonite was amazing ( Read more... )

So once again tonite sucked...i worked from 8:30-7:oo and that was a really long day..i went to the show at big nicks and when i showed up tony was in martys car and shit...he was drunk and he started fighting with me....i told a little lie and he broke up with,....instead of listening to me he rather listen to 15 year old girls...fuck them fuck ( Read more... )

history repeats itself.....
i wish that i could change things....
change how things freak me out....
change how i freak out....
change my life......
change everything.......

i've lost everything.
i'm fighting the world
and im too weak to go on