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I went to see my PsychRN this morning. She checked my bp, which she said was off the charts. We made some med adjustments and I will be increasing my triliptal to help with mood stablization. She wrote me a note so I did not have to go to school today or work tomorrow. I have orders to get bloodwork, drink tons of water, and generally try to relax. She says my body is stressed out (probably due to the prednisone) and that of course when you feel so physically awful, your mood is going to be crazy. Prednisone and bipolar are not a good mix. So, I am adding it to the list of meds I absolutly cannot take again.

I dropped my note at work, emailed all my professors for the day, and even though I had intended to get the bloodwork done today, I crashed instead.

So, I'm home. And I feel like crap. Physically and emotionally.