so now, i'm an old miser and a bit wiser. as in... next year, i'll know that "bring your own meat" will result in approximately 120 extra weiners in the host's fridge... aaaaand about 20 extra beers. heh, i've got enough junk food to last me the rest of the year, i think
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on the other hand, ive noted that almost any time i drink in excess lately, especially outside the comfort of my home, i end up in a space of extreme negativity eventually.
whatever the cause, i also have a feeling that POSITIVE energy had an effect on it. i was fine the more people there were (usually it works the opposite way for me), and i think all the warmth and family and love, etc was overwhelming any negativity i might have had. i only snapped when we got down to about 5 or 6 people. nothing against them, and especially not you, but perhaps my self-deprecation was too overwhelming to be absorbed by the remainders, especially since you were the only one left that i knew well, and everyone was tiring rapidly.
hell, all i really know about it is:
a. i really just need to avoid drinking more than a half-dozen drinks, especially in large groups or with strangers
b. i may want to be leery of your back yard
c. you are a wonderful person, your friends and family are equally great and my room mate absolutely rocks!
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