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O M G.
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I feel like I should cry, but this is too big a thing to cry about... too big to even realize at the moment. I'm comfortably numb to it. How to explain?? How to understand!! Years, and years and years.... possibly the only worth I've brought into this world all gone. Keyva, Malavar, Kristoph.... All of my writing, musing, creating, planning, ranting.... gone. I just can't believe it. So much work lost. The tragic death of worlds unknown, of words unread and dreams unfulfilled. Fuck.
And it still hasn't hit me.
Still clinging to the hope that somewhere it's safe, and saved.
PS. Don't ask. My hard drive died. ALL my years of writing are gone and unretrievable. And, No, I did not have the common sense to back them up.
.................
I feel like I should cry, but this is too big a thing to cry about... too big to even realize at the moment. I'm comfortably numb to it. How to explain?? How to understand!! Years, and years and years.... possibly the only worth I've brought into this world all gone. Keyva, Malavar, Kristoph.... All of my writing, musing, creating, planning, ranting.... gone. I just can't believe it. So much work lost. The tragic death of worlds unknown, of words unread and dreams unfulfilled. Fuck.
And it still hasn't hit me.
Still clinging to the hope that somewhere it's safe, and saved.
PS. Don't ask. My hard drive died. ALL my years of writing are gone and unretrievable. And, No, I did not have the common sense to back them up.