May 03, 2007 23:42
I'm not ready to move out. Well I am, but I dont wanna go home. I wanna be with my roommates in this exact location. Theres nothing back home waiting for me, or I should wait there for. My mood is changing constantly. Happy bout doing well on my Accounting test and now I'm absolutely sad. Not like bawling my eyes out but like, I'm lethargic and I don't want to interact with people. When I move back, I think I'm just gonna drive to Cape May a shitload. Not even with anyone really either. I'd like for people to come with me, but I can't even make things right with myself. I definately need time for myself. Just a whole day to think about people I should just let go and get over, what I'm going to do with my life. Just things I need to move to the back of my mind and live in the moment. This day kinda sucked too.