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Does it ever really stop with Eric? I swear, people make him out to be a god or something. Sure hes an incredible rugby player. Smart and good looking kid. This is only brought up cuz I was talking to a friend ad she was going on and on about how she wants to fuck him and all this and that. WOW, that convo didnt make me feel like shit. Recently, I told a friend of ours that I signed contracts to go to spring break and DJ for 2 weeks down there. Their immediate response is, "oh so youre going with eric?" That puts me on edge cuz Erics not that good. In fact, hes even said I'm a much better DJ than he'll ever be. So where does this lead me to? I cant get out of his shadow. I can be hotter than Diddy but people will be like, well, ur here, is eric around then?? Is there a way I can be recognized for my accomplishments and not have the feeling that eric will take the wind out of my sails and divert it to him. And its not even his fault, I'm not pissed at eric for really anything, well aside from the fact that hes STILL dating juli. I think I would have to have eric publically admit that I'm a better DJ than he is but even then people will think hes honorable for saying that. Its like the whole, Jesus thing. Jesus can never be greater than God right?? No matter what he does, people will say, thats great jesus, but you say Hi to your father right?? For me???
This blows, I need some downtime from all this stress. Someone help me
This blows, I need some downtime from all this stress. Someone help me