The Idiots Are Taking Over...
Worst of all, things aren't how they were or how I wanted them to be. That's no place to start, but I...yea,whatever. Everything I've said means something more yet nothing. I'm hiding behind words I know you won’t understand. I'm confused more than anything. I dont know what I can say to make things how they were. You jokingly say this is the "new you", and we both know it is just that, a joke, a wasted breath. But it really isn't funny anymore. Your little thrills are killing me. Which is worth more? I've begun expecting late night calls telling me you fucked up again; asking for me come save you from yourself. To tell you it will all be ok, and you still have time to grow up. I'll never have the right words. Times up kiddo.
Ever notice how you get to know people, and then you just run out of things to talk about? You have conversations that you just don't want to end, and then there's just nothing. I can see why I don't even care anymore. Don't know if that's right, but it's true... Happens with everyone sooner or later.