May 25, 2009 20:10
I've fallen off the wagon seriously.
I was doing so well up until october and I was down to 69kg (still pretty huge but it was my lowest).
I went to the doctor today for a check up and she weighed me and I'm now 82kg. I'm a fucking huge whale now and I was doing so well. My buddy went into recovery last year and without her support I just completly failed utterly. I'm back with a vengance now though, today was the kick up the ass I really needed to get back on the wagon. I need everyones help I'd really love if ye would help me. Ye helped me before and I really need it again.
So, I start again.
Name: Sarah
HW: 181lbs
LW: 150lbs
GW: 100lbs
Dearest I cant fail again.
I feel like shit because of this.
xxx