Jan 30, 2011 10:36
so yeah, I guess I'm like, officially dating matthew now. it feels weird. it's up on facebook and everything. I'm kind of bugging out, like, this is just so fucking strange for me. maybe I haven't earned the title pf "relationship" yet, I'm worried that I'm jinxing it by putting it out there too early. I hope we have. I dunno. like I said, bugging out. I'm really happy, just really unsure. I hope I made the right decision, in putting this out there for all my friends to see. and all the other people who've been hitting on me lately, though I'm gonna miss harmlessly flirting with them (of course just when things start to get serious with one particular person is when a bunch of people pop up suddenly wanting me, hahaha). I suppose there's no point in agonizing over it now, what's done is done, all that's left is to keep doing what we're doing and hope for the best. :).
cheers.
mattt,
relationship,
weird