(no subject)
so basically I dunno what to say except that this is beginning to be really hard for me here at college. The group of people Im friends with have so much drama(or most of them), and things are always changing, so something new happens everyday and its hard to understand where you are with your friends here, and its hard cause its like you try to stay caught up with everything, and if you dont they go on without you, and its like you dont even want to know whats going on cause its just drama, but you do because if you dont, you never know whats going on. Im sick of it. And then on the other side of things, Im having a really hard time because Kenny and I are fighting more, and we have issues that we are always dealing with whether its that we disagree with what the other person is doing, or that we get mad at the other person because they are going out, and we want to talk because we havent talked all day. . .the long distance thing is beginning to be so hard for the both of us. And it sucks, and its hard to watch our relationship getting like this because its like weve been together for awhile, and it hurts to watch it getting harder. It's hard to see it like that when you love a person so much, and everythings changing, I miss how it use to be. Its almost like so many things are changing at the same time, and Im trying to adjust to all of them, but its almost becoming too much all at once. And when your having issues with your main support system it makes it 100 times harder because how do you talk to them when your having issues already? Anyways that's just whats been going on, ill probably be back later