fuck shit damn
Well it turns out that since I won't give Jessica the email address of the dumbfuck who emailed me so she can take it to HR, that I'm somehow in cahoots with them.
Wow, I used the word Cahoots.
That kind of pisses me off that she would think so poorly of me. She really used to love me once. At least I think she did.
Then again, I kinda made an ass out of myself by bringing up her using my address for her finacial aid. So I guess one finger point deserves another.
I'm sorry but I know she's not.
I'm really thinking about giving it to her. Fuck it, let her have the drama at work. I really care too much about her. She honestly acts like she doesn't give two shits about me, and maybe thats fine. She left me high and dry without any communication before hand, so maybe she really does hate me and thinks of me as a shit.
I can't think that way about her. I really do think the world of her and I just want her to do well in life. Yes, I wish I could share that life with her and we could go back to her loving me, but we can't. She doesn't want that and her whole view on me just isn't the person I am.
God damn, so much stuff has happened today I'm about to take a sleeper and just nod off for about 20 hrs. I really intended to read her message today, but I figured why pour fuel on a fire.
Wow, I used the word Cahoots.
That kind of pisses me off that she would think so poorly of me. She really used to love me once. At least I think she did.
Then again, I kinda made an ass out of myself by bringing up her using my address for her finacial aid. So I guess one finger point deserves another.
I'm sorry but I know she's not.
I'm really thinking about giving it to her. Fuck it, let her have the drama at work. I really care too much about her. She honestly acts like she doesn't give two shits about me, and maybe thats fine. She left me high and dry without any communication before hand, so maybe she really does hate me and thinks of me as a shit.
I can't think that way about her. I really do think the world of her and I just want her to do well in life. Yes, I wish I could share that life with her and we could go back to her loving me, but we can't. She doesn't want that and her whole view on me just isn't the person I am.
God damn, so much stuff has happened today I'm about to take a sleeper and just nod off for about 20 hrs. I really intended to read her message today, but I figured why pour fuel on a fire.