Dear 2009,
Fuck you. I am so glad you are over. I don't need to explain the bad. We all know what happened. Regardless how shitty you were to me, you did rebound in the end. I learned who my friends really were and divested myself of proxy-friends. I realized that I short sold myself for the past 3 years. I went beneath myself in an attempt to be happy. Never again will I cast aside my values for something that was contrived and forced. I wasted many things but I uncovered other things that aided my healing journey.
Good bye and good riddance,
Jacqueline
I am stronger mentally, emotionally and physically (I knew there was six pack in my stomach). I am running like I used to in the past. I am free. My 2010 theme, New Horizons for Jackie, started early. I have been content for some time. There is nothing that will spoil life again.
Happy Fucking New Year indeed!