today i went to the market with my mom and she bought tons of fruits and veggies. so i have to eat, otherwise she'll be mad and will start asking questions and so.
i suck!! yeah. i'm so stupid and weak, i can't fast!! not even for 1 day i don't know what's wrong with me i used to be so strong i'm on my highest weight ever: 132 lbs its disgusting! i want to be 100 again!!!!!
i know i can do it, but i don't know why i can't!!!!!! i hate myself
-1/2 grapefruit: 53 cals -1 medium cucumber: 24 cals -1 medium pear: 98 cals -1 kiwi: 46 cals -1 cup of strawberries: 49 cals -1 cup of broccoli: 31 cals -1 cup of watermelon: 46 cals
i'm starting my fast today. friday 16th at 11:27.. all week long. i hope i can do it. i'm not very good at fasting, but i'm on vacations, so i would be able to stop eating for a while.