I Left My Head And Heart On The Dance Floor...
Oh, the weekend. How fond I am of you.
I went to the dealership and collected Starscream yesterday. What a terrible day for it. The wind was gusting at 65 km/hr...that's fucking windy! The scoot home was terrifying as I was being blown around both when I stopped at lights and when driving. I arrived home safe and alive, and Starscream stood up to the drive, so that was good. I just got back from a short scoot and I'm glad he ran smoothly. I'm embarrassed to admit this, but I'm a bit scared of driving now because of wiping out last week and with the problems I had (i.e. sputtering and stalling). It's all made me quite gun-shy and I need to get over it quickly or I won't be brave enough to scoot around like I was before. I kept praising myself as I was going along and focused on practicing turns, specifically right ones. I'm slowing down and putting my leg out and grazing the pavement with my foot lightly just to make me feel more secure until I feel better about it again. Fuck people if they don't like me going a bit slower than them. I need to feel safe, damn it. I can't wait 'til my riding jacket comes in. I got some riding gloves but they're not warm so that won't help during our cold mornings which is one reason I didn't scoot to work this morning, haha.
Weather permitting, I'll be doing a photo shoot on Sunday. It's at a cemetery and not a whole lot of theme to it. We'll see. As long as the photos turn out well and it's fun, then I'm happy. I was contacted by a photog yesterday wanting to work with me and asked if I had any ideas. I pitched him a wicked one which will also involve a friend of mine. That one will take place mid-May (again, weather permitting) and I'm really excited about it because it's all my idea and I'll get to work with a beautiful co-model. :) I came up with an incredible, and controversial, idea that I'm going to be pitching to a photog that I'm meeting on Wednesday. I looked at her portfolio and read her bio and everything about her screams that she and I are meant to work on this project together. I had pitched it to someone else first as he wanted to work with me today or tomorrow, but he said he wasn't "into it" but would do it anyway. Well, no, if it's not something you can see yourself doing then please don't bother as you won't capture the feeling I want. So, I'm quite proud of myself for coming up with these 2 awesome ideas and, no, I will not post on here what they are until the shots are done. ;) I actually have ANOTHER idea as well (I was on a role yesterday!) which will basically be spoofing "sexy girl slithering on car" mechanic type calendars. Picture this, if you will: Me "slithering" on Starscream, HAAHAHA! It's going to be fucking fun! I can't wait to do that one. I need to figure out when I'd have some time to do that as my weekends are filling up so maybe I'd just have to do it some weekday evening.
I really want to do a somewhat sexual shoot with a girl. Not porno-tastic, but just very sensual. Hmm...
It seems all I blog about as of late is Starscream and modelling, haha. That's pretty much all that's going on right now. I stretched my ears up to 00 gauge (10 mm), but it was hardly a "stretch" as the plugs slipped in quite easily so that was great compared to my last stretch, haha. I think I'd like to get up to 12 mm then call it a day...honestly, that would be it. My ears are now getting a nice little "dip" to them that I've been coveting so just a couple more millimetres and they'll be there.
I intend to go to sleep early tonight and get lots of rest tomorrow. Maybe I'll clean...maybe. Or at least do some dishes and maybe make some cookies or something. I guess I'll have to make real food and not just nachos, haha.
I went to the dealership and collected Starscream yesterday. What a terrible day for it. The wind was gusting at 65 km/hr...that's fucking windy! The scoot home was terrifying as I was being blown around both when I stopped at lights and when driving. I arrived home safe and alive, and Starscream stood up to the drive, so that was good. I just got back from a short scoot and I'm glad he ran smoothly. I'm embarrassed to admit this, but I'm a bit scared of driving now because of wiping out last week and with the problems I had (i.e. sputtering and stalling). It's all made me quite gun-shy and I need to get over it quickly or I won't be brave enough to scoot around like I was before. I kept praising myself as I was going along and focused on practicing turns, specifically right ones. I'm slowing down and putting my leg out and grazing the pavement with my foot lightly just to make me feel more secure until I feel better about it again. Fuck people if they don't like me going a bit slower than them. I need to feel safe, damn it. I can't wait 'til my riding jacket comes in. I got some riding gloves but they're not warm so that won't help during our cold mornings which is one reason I didn't scoot to work this morning, haha.
Weather permitting, I'll be doing a photo shoot on Sunday. It's at a cemetery and not a whole lot of theme to it. We'll see. As long as the photos turn out well and it's fun, then I'm happy. I was contacted by a photog yesterday wanting to work with me and asked if I had any ideas. I pitched him a wicked one which will also involve a friend of mine. That one will take place mid-May (again, weather permitting) and I'm really excited about it because it's all my idea and I'll get to work with a beautiful co-model. :) I came up with an incredible, and controversial, idea that I'm going to be pitching to a photog that I'm meeting on Wednesday. I looked at her portfolio and read her bio and everything about her screams that she and I are meant to work on this project together. I had pitched it to someone else first as he wanted to work with me today or tomorrow, but he said he wasn't "into it" but would do it anyway. Well, no, if it's not something you can see yourself doing then please don't bother as you won't capture the feeling I want. So, I'm quite proud of myself for coming up with these 2 awesome ideas and, no, I will not post on here what they are until the shots are done. ;) I actually have ANOTHER idea as well (I was on a role yesterday!) which will basically be spoofing "sexy girl slithering on car" mechanic type calendars. Picture this, if you will: Me "slithering" on Starscream, HAAHAHA! It's going to be fucking fun! I can't wait to do that one. I need to figure out when I'd have some time to do that as my weekends are filling up so maybe I'd just have to do it some weekday evening.
I really want to do a somewhat sexual shoot with a girl. Not porno-tastic, but just very sensual. Hmm...
It seems all I blog about as of late is Starscream and modelling, haha. That's pretty much all that's going on right now. I stretched my ears up to 00 gauge (10 mm), but it was hardly a "stretch" as the plugs slipped in quite easily so that was great compared to my last stretch, haha. I think I'd like to get up to 12 mm then call it a day...honestly, that would be it. My ears are now getting a nice little "dip" to them that I've been coveting so just a couple more millimetres and they'll be there.
I intend to go to sleep early tonight and get lots of rest tomorrow. Maybe I'll clean...maybe. Or at least do some dishes and maybe make some cookies or something. I guess I'll have to make real food and not just nachos, haha.