Journal,

The experiences I've had today have changed me in ways that I don't wish to think about. I hurt everywhere and I've been disrespected and defiled to such a huge degree that I cannot possibly close my eyes without living it again.

I suppose it was my fault to begin with. I saw that stupid, dirty boy and I had been tempted. He was forbidden ( Read more... )

Journal,

Today, for the first time, I lay with a woman as only a man does with his wife. Certainly my mother would be terribly offended if she were to discover such a thing about her younger son (though it has to be said that the glories of a woman's thighs abd what lie between them is hardly foreign to the elder Rilow boy). I, however, had no ( Read more... )