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I guess I just don't know what to do. I am stuck in a fork in the road and don't know which path to take. They're both good options but one just looks ahead to the future more while the other is just about enjoying my next two years in high school. There are good reasons for me to go either way and I think I know what I want except for the people that are pulling me back. I think to myself it's selfish for them to be so cruel about it but maybe they're just looking out for my best interest. I love those girls to death and I would still want to stay in touch with them but they don't.
This entry is probably really confusing to those of you who have no idea what I'm talking about and for those of you, I'm sorry, but I had to get this off my chest sooner or later.
My passion for both is not equally strong, I like one better than the other. There are just so many different things to consider and I don't think there is a right decision. Ultimately, it's me who will have to live with what I choose. I wish my heart would show me which path is better but for the meantime, I am utterly confused.
I hope everyone is having a wonderful summer.
Sorry for such a boring update but it needed to be done.
Sometimes your best just doesn't feel good enough...
This entry is probably really confusing to those of you who have no idea what I'm talking about and for those of you, I'm sorry, but I had to get this off my chest sooner or later.
My passion for both is not equally strong, I like one better than the other. There are just so many different things to consider and I don't think there is a right decision. Ultimately, it's me who will have to live with what I choose. I wish my heart would show me which path is better but for the meantime, I am utterly confused.
I hope everyone is having a wonderful summer.
Sorry for such a boring update but it needed to be done.
Sometimes your best just doesn't feel good enough...