Jan 26, 2004 00:59
"When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream ... Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems."
I'm really sick of some people, actually, in general, just one person, looking at me like she's so much better than me. How is that even a thing?
It makes me laugh more than anything that she would actually think it intimidates me.
I don't get people.
I'm through with the whole, name calling, getting worked up because she thinks she's better than me thing. I'm so much more of a person than to sink down to her level.
If she's so insecure that she has to stare at me everytime she seems me and talk excessively loud to make me aware of her presense, then I really have nothing to worry about. Since she's making it seem like I impose this huge insecurity of herself whenever she's in the same vicinity as I am, I consider that a win.
And for now, and forever. It's all over.
I have never been this sincerely happy with myself in such a long time. If not ever. I am so comfortable with the way I look and the way I act and with my friends and the people I surround myself with, that I honestly could care less if someone's looking to bring me down from this incredible balance of confidence i've found inside myself.
If you're reading this, which I highly doubt you ever will, but, if you're reading this, and you're assuming that you are who i'm talking about...
You really need to find your own confidence. Confidence isn't built out of wearing the same jacket everyone else has. It's not about wearing the same brand of clothes all your friends are wearing. It's not about talking the loudest or laughing the hardest to try to fit in. Confidence is about knowing who you are and not worrying about anybody else so much that you would try to bring them down in the negative manner you've been trying to bring me down in. You need to understand this world is made of millions of you, who haven't found their confidence yet. And until then, I truly feel sorry for you. There is no hate, and there is absolutely no jealously. You just really, need to move on with all of this. Because I've already left this in the past.
Comments are welcomed <3.