Apr 10, 2009 17:49
Christmas may be my favorite religious holiday, but it's the spring holidays that make me feel the most religious.
Attended a Passover Seder with M&R and a group of (mainly) mutual friends. It was an awesome evening. It's always good to be together and celebrate springtime.
Easter is Sunday. I realized recently that I haven't been to church since last Easter. In ways I miss it. I haven't decided if I'm going Sunday morning or not. I have a feeling if I don't, I'll have at least a twinge of regret. Even though I'm not sure if you can really call me Christian anymore, I still find something uplifting about the Resurrection story. New life, life from death, new beginnings, that sort of thing. It's weird that it took me moving away from Christianity to get excited about it again, even if it is just once a year. Of course, in a coupe of weeks, it'll be Beltane, and I'll be feeling particularly Pagan for similar reasons.
I should definitely find some kind of spiritual outlet, though. I've pretty much stopped practicing any religion recently, even my weird personal version of paganism. I don't think I want to go back to going to Church every week, and I definitely don't want to join a coven or anything, but I feel like I need something. We shall see. Things like that generally turn up when you need them.